Quotes added on Thursday, July 8 2010
I'm
gonna tell the truth...i dont really know why, but it wont feel
right if i don't. dont comment if your repulsed please.
Today was my friend's birthday,so I was at her house for a pool party. I was upstairs, waiting for another friend to change, and I was standing right at the edge of the stairs. I thought to myself, I could easily just fall down these stairs right now. I probably wouldn't die, but I could really hurt myself. It could work. I was leaning back and forth, actually considering it, but I was too much of a coward to do it. Then my friend came out of the room, and we went back to everyone outside. I wanted to fall down those stairs badly. I wanted some way to hurt myself that would be quick, and not like cutting or something like that. But I couldn't do it. The reason I wanted to do this was because of my grades (stupid, I know). But I had to tell my parents about how I didn't do well last term, even though I tried. They never take that into consideration, and always tell me I'll never get into college cuz I'm so dumb. And I have to go through this tomorrow. I don't want to. I would do anything, absolutely anything, for them not to yell at me, and hate me. It's like, I know you guys cant stand me right now. Must you make it so obvious? Sometimes I really can't stand them. Thats why I wanted to fall down the stairs...on purpose.
Today was my friend's birthday,so I was at her house for a pool party. I was upstairs, waiting for another friend to change, and I was standing right at the edge of the stairs. I thought to myself, I could easily just fall down these stairs right now. I probably wouldn't die, but I could really hurt myself. It could work. I was leaning back and forth, actually considering it, but I was too much of a coward to do it. Then my friend came out of the room, and we went back to everyone outside. I wanted to fall down those stairs badly. I wanted some way to hurt myself that would be quick, and not like cutting or something like that. But I couldn't do it. The reason I wanted to do this was because of my grades (stupid, I know). But I had to tell my parents about how I didn't do well last term, even though I tried. They never take that into consideration, and always tell me I'll never get into college cuz I'm so dumb. And I have to go through this tomorrow. I don't want to. I would do anything, absolutely anything, for them not to yell at me, and hate me. It's like, I know you guys cant stand me right now. Must you make it so obvious? Sometimes I really can't stand them. Thats why I wanted to fall down the stairs...on purpose.
Why did the chicken need to get to the other
side?
IIIIIIIIT'S
supacalafragilisticexpaladoshus!
Even though the sound of it is something quiet atrocious!
If you say it loud enough you'll always sound precocious!
supacalafragilisticexpaladoshus!
supacalafragilisticexpaladoshus!
Even though the sound of it is something quiet atrocious!
If you say it loud enough you'll always sound precocious!
supacalafragilisticexpaladoshus!
[wanna know a secret]
my parents argue all the time
and wunder why I have changed
from a sweet girl
to a quiet person.
and wunder why I have changed
from a sweet girl
to a quiet person.
Secret#6
My mom and my dad are geting divorced. They've been seperated for a while and she came back from Maryland to take care of some court issues, and is staying in our spare bedroom for some reason, even though she could just as easily stay at her friends home, less than ten minutes away. It bothers my dad, and it shows. It's like she likes torturing him. She says she just getting settled, but why get settled in a place where she's not going to stay? I don't agree with my mom, but I also don't agree with my dad who is coping with this by drinking. I wish I could be adopted by my best friend.
My mom and my dad are geting divorced. They've been seperated for a while and she came back from Maryland to take care of some court issues, and is staying in our spare bedroom for some reason, even though she could just as easily stay at her friends home, less than ten minutes away. It bothers my dad, and it shows. It's like she likes torturing him. She says she just getting settled, but why get settled in a place where she's not going to stay? I don't agree with my mom, but I also don't agree with my dad who is coping with this by drinking. I wish I could be adopted by my best friend.
i Love the way yuh
make me feel when yuh say i Love yuh ,
But than again do yuh really love
me ?
is sandy the one i cal l
mom?
no patrick that's your mother(:
no patrick that's your mother(:
