Quotes added on Sunday, July 11 2010

why can't you just like me;
the way i like you

I did not Slap you ,

I high-fived your face !

♥ Taken

by the best.

you don't just stop living because you lose someone.

-the outsiders.

Find your love
part 12.

well the lights are still out. im in Brett's lap. and Cora's in Logan's. Krissy moved. and her and Abby are huddled together. the hockey team is just.. scattered. Dad went out... the guys downstairs probably hid. since all they want is me. they don't want anyone else.. i new it. i new it for a fact. they started yelling. violently. at each other though. a few were coming upstairs. my arms instantly locked around Brett's neck and at the same time his locked around my waist. hard. but i didn't mind. it felt like a reflex. and we all new from this moment on. they are going to intrude the room. and attempt to kidnapp me. we new it. someone knocked on the door. Cora started silently crying. no one answered. we new weather we answered or not, they'd kick there way in. wait.. maybe not.. i struggled out of Brett's lock. but he let go but he got up leaning on his elbow about to spring up if i walked toward the front door.. im not that stupid.. i silently but very quickly unlocked my deck door. everyone was looking at me. they all quickly but quietly followed. i silently grabbed my keys. and phone. and a sweatshirt that i keep.. outside.. i know.. weird.. but.. it came in handy now.. the guys in the hall were arguing between themselves. totally clueless of us jumping off the deck.. luckily my car is in the driveway.. unlocked.. i opened the gate.. Cody closed it very quietly.. we didn't care if were comfortable or not. we got into my car.
"Ready." i called. my Key inches away from the engine.. i was scared..
"scared.." Brett asked..
"yeah.. what if they did something to the car.. what if.. i put the key in.. and it blows up.." i asked
"Don't even.." Cora started.
"sorry." i said simply
"get out.. everyone.." they listened.. i closed my eyes.. and quickly put the key in.. everyone waited intently outside. Cora was gripping Logan around the waist. his head on hers. Brett had his hand on his forehead. Krissy was already on the ground gripping the grass. Abby was stroking her back. i had an idea. i got out of the car half way.. then i leaned my hand in.. so if it did go in flames.. just my arm would get burned.. i turned it quickly then sprinted away.. backwards. Cora did a terrifying scream. but when i turned around it was too late. i was in a grip of Hunter. the whole hockey team.. well.. everyone that was outside came running towards us
"Brett!" i screamed crying as i was getting lugged towards the car.. i was not getting kidnapped.. i was not.. as they were trying to get me in the car i was kicking around the doorway. a couple of guys were running towards us.. i heard it.. i kept struggling. just a few more seconds is.. a few more seconds.. but im so tired.. im not in the mood to be kicking my way out of a truck..
"Is!" Brett screamed behind me i turned my head. someone else gabbed me. they grabbed my feet. i was being pulled like a rope. i started screaming in pain someone took my stomach and i got flung to them i closed my eyes at this point. i fell asleep. i figured it would be easier. when i woke up the next morning i was in so much pain. i was in guy boxers and a baggy T-shirt. i wasn't sure if i was in one of the guys who tried to kidnapp me house or if i was in on of the hockey teams' house. or Brett's. it was so dark in this room. blinds closed with dark navy blue curtains with the same colored walls and black carpet with black sheets. i decided id go downstairs. no one was talking. the whole house was carpet. it was so weird. but nothing made a sound. the kitchen was gigantic. but it was the only part that wasn't carpet. it was so cold. i walked back upstairs. the back door was sliding open.
"is she dead?" someone asked
"well. she did take a nasty throw against the truck.." someone else commented. they were walking in the kitchen. i ran into the room i woke up in and slid into the sheet cuddling for warmth. it was so friggin cold here.
"check.." someone said some one walked over to me and pressed there hand lightly on my neck then on my wrist.
"shes alive. but who sleeps till 2 in the afternoon?" he asked
"someone who gets thrown at a car and then falls down to the street?" someone asked laughing.
"you know.. if that didn't happen.. we would have lost her.." someone said they stopped talking. they were all looking at me. i felt myself blushing so i turned so they wouldn't notice im listing.. they walked downstairs. and back outside. i shot back up. bad mistake. my head started spinning. i needed to see who these guys are.. once my head became normal, i walked back downstairs. as they were coming in
"Morning sunshine!" someone said. i did not remember him.. uh-oh.

dear chris,

u were one of my best guy friends. u were always there to make me laugh and u are so much fun to be around. well, when u arent with paige. u are so much happier when u dont have a gf. that day tht we were waitting for david to come to the lacrosse game, it was probably one of the best days of my life. it was so much fun. i felt bad i made paige jealous though. i didnt mean to. im happy u didnt get mad at me. it felt so godo to hang out, no gfs, no bfs, just 2 good friends. im sorry u and paige arent together but at the same time im happy u guys arent. dont tell paige, i love her and all but i miss u as my 1 of my 2 best guy friends. i liked hanging out with u at paiges lacrosse games because it was just us friends, since it was before me and david got together and paige couldnt talk to u. i really loved it before either of us got together with anyone. please, now tht ur single, come back in my life as my good friend.