Quotes added on Monday, July 26 2010
My friends add "total" to my life, but together we are; total losers<3
nothing much but i love my friends so much! (: they mean the
world to me ;D
i <3 u
And i'm a bloody mess inside
And i'm a little bit lost without you
This ain't a love song, This is goodbye
from begining to end.
we ended up as happy as could be ;
with two kidds,
one boy and one girl.
but then she came along,
and i realised there's no such thing as
a h a p p y e n d i n g .
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not mine. needed to remember it
Guys or
Death?
Chapter
39
I wanted some company and needed to catch up with Zach. We used
to always hang out, until I met Jayden. We told each other
everything. He was amazing. He has never had a girlfriend, which
is a shocker to me. He was handsome. He had dirty blonde hair, he
had a light tan. He played soccer. He had some freckles on his
face. I didn't know how he didn't hook up with someone. I never
saw me liking him, until now. He was so perfect.
I sat on my bed and he followed me.
I stared into his eyes, which were blue green. He stared in
mine.
"Zach, I want to thank you."
"For what?"
"For being there for me, comforting me, and being a
wondering best friend. Like now, I need some company."
"Oh, it's nothing. I don't have anything else to
do."
"Zach! You are amazing! And awesome. You shouldn't say
that."
"Alright. But thanks anyway. Thanks for being my friend,
Alex. I really appreciate you."
"Awwww. I love you."
"Um..?"
"I love you, Zach. Don't take it personally."
"Alright. I lov...e you?"
"You don't have to say it back to me. I juss want you to
know, I love you."
"Ok. Well I love you too."
"Awww! So what classes are you taking this
year?"
"I'm taking some a.p classes. I might take yearbook. And
you?"
"I'm taking some a.p classes too! I might take band. Like
guitar or drums? Maybe choir."
"Oh you're into musical stuff now? Hahha!"
"Stop it!" I joked and slapped him playfully.
"Well, can you sing?"
"Yeah, I guess so."
"Can I hear you?"
"I'm not in the mood. Juss look me up on youtube."
"Alright. I will later!'
I watched his blue eyes get wide and all excited.
"Ok. So...?"
"Alex, I need to tell you something."
"So do I."
"You go first."
"No you."
"No you!"
"Fine. Zach, I juss noticed something about you. You are
amazing, very talented, handsome, and a lot of other things. You
care for me alot, like no one else does. I'm sorry I didn't get
to see you while I was in the hospital, or when I was out. It was
my fault. I wasn't thinking about you, and should've. I juss want
to tell you, that you are beautiful."
He juss sat there. Was shocked and didn't know how to answer.
"I'm sorry, if I made it too hard to respond too."
"No! It's uh.. fine. Thanks."
"You are welcome. So what did you want to say?"
"Alex, I love you so much. I know you have a boyfriend, but
you are very important to me. I don't think I can live without
you, and I was so happy to see you. You are very beautiful, and
Jayden is very lucky to have you."
I looked at him and sat in his lap. He wrapped his arms around
me, and kissed my neck.
He started kissing me then stopped.
"Why did you stop?" I asked worried.
"Jayden has you."
"So do you. You can still kiss me, your my
bestfriend."
"I don't want to cause anything."
"You won't," I said and turned around. I grabbed his
face and kissed his lips softly, then hard. He wrapped his
fingers in my hair, and kissed me back soflty. He was such a good
kisser, and I was loving this moment.
"You smell good," he told me.
"You do to."
We let go and then I kissed his neck once more. I was falling for
him.
"I think I should go now. I'll see you later. Juss text me,
or call me."
"Zach, please? Stay with me. For tonight."
"I'm not gonna sleep with you."
"You don't have too. I'll sleep on the floor."
"No, no. You sleep on the bed, I'm on the floor."
"How could I let you sleep on the floor?"
"Because. You juss can. You're in the bed."
"Fine."
I brused my teeth, and so did he. I got him a spare toothbrush. I
made his palet on the floor, and put some heavy covers on the
floor, so his back wouldn't hurt.
I gave him so pillows.
"If you want to come in the bed, you can."
"It's ok. I'll sleep here."
"I don't mind. You shure?"
"Yeah. I'm fine."
"Alright..... I love you."
"Love you too."
I
fell asleep and dreamed about Zach. He was so wonderful. I was
falling for him even
more.
will wove if she thinks hard enough, and that's how the crush started.
laying there with your friend's brother's friend, ha
and she hopes he likes her too<3
Freed mind #235;
