Quotes added on Sunday, September 12 2010

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Chapter 3

Of coarse I get home that night and get practically questioned on about everythign by mom.. I just shake my head to everythign she says now.. It makes life so easier. Ugh I cannot get Mark out of my mind! Great! Its been one day and I am already crushing on a guy that will never like me!.. I finally get away from the questioning and head for my room! The first thing I do is call Amber. She was so excitied to hear my voice.. I havent talked to her in over a week. life has been so stressful latey with the move and everything. We talked about how much we miss each other and how school went down. She said it wasnt the same without me, I hear Jenni in the backround yell "I miss you Kenz! so so much". If I didnt move i would have been there to doing home work and swapping todays drama with "The Girls" but of of coarse nothing goes right in my life. So now I'm stuck with no friends and nothing to do.  I decied 'd wait to tell them about mark.. you know? Until I know more about him..even tho i totally doubt we would ever talk again..I'm not really the type of girl who's into the Jock type. They tend to be a bit to full of themselves.  I hung us with the girls and looked out my window. I looked down the street and there was a sign the pointed to a park. I thought it would be good to get outta the house so I grabbed a book and headed out. "Mom, I'm going to the park! Be back later" "Okie dokie Sweetie 6:30 is dinner!". I went around the corner and was surprised to Mark sitting on the bench wih a book of his own.. He looked up with his gorgeous eyes and waved! I was so stunned... he tapped the bench next to him. So i walked over and sat done. (Mark) "Whatcha reading?" (Me) "umh To Kill a Mocking Bird! how bout you?" (Mark) "The outsiders..Its a short book.. but one of my favs" 
We continued our conversation until I remmeber that mom was home exspecting me for dinner. On my way home all I thought about was Mark.. I actually think this might workout!

[Should i continue this story?] Any suggestions? Comments? favs?

If every word I said could make you laugh,
I'd talk forever.          ♥

All the  girls
Pose the same for pictures
All the boys
Got  the    same  girl's  hair

Look at me.
As If I got a reason to stare.

But   you
   talk       so    loud...
And     it
calms   me  down.

After a while,
you'll learn that holding a hand is different from falling in love, that kisses don't always mean something, that promises can be broken just as quick as they are made, & that sometimes, goodbyes really are forever.

There's a reason for everything ;
There's a reason why I fell in love with you. Wanna know why?
It's because you made me laugh when I was balling my eyes out,
you hugged me when I was shaking, and never let go until you stopped.
You were so protective over me and stood up for me no matter what.
You bought me soup when I was sick & bought  flowers on my birthday & Valentines Day.
You were my best friend that turned into my boyfriend, to an exboyfriend.
and even if you broke my heart, 6 months later,
There's even a reason why I still love you,
because no one has compared to you.
& I misss you moorre than anything.