Dear Ex-Boyfriend,
Alright. Where do I start? Hmm.. our breakup. Harsh much? Yea, I didn't cry at the moment only because I was on the phone with your cousin. But really it was all stupid, haven't you thought that yet too? I don't know who to believe and well it was months ago and it doesn't really matter now does it? But what does matter is that...I miss you. I shouldn't. Its really hard to explain.. like I'd like to slap you hard, then kiss you to make it feel better. I don't even know what is going on right now. I'm confused with us. We haven't talked at all since that day in what? July? 3 months without talking... You won't see this but if you ever do.. know that I look at you everyday and think he's still amazing. He's still him. And I still love him. Uh.. It kills me to look at you at lunch. But I see you looking at me once and awhile and when we both look at each other, my heart pounds so fast and I feel sick. I notice you've been kindaa keeping to yourself lately. Ever since we went back to school. Well sorta..but I know I have. Like I've been called emo? My response was no? It should of been hah pshh, no! just missing him. All I need to know is how are you feeling about this?