If you really knew me..
you'd know that i always pretend
to be happy
you'd know i can't say no to people i should
you'd know that I'd rather make other people happy rather
than myself
you'd know that i'm always getting used
you'd know that i have suicidal thoughts
you'd know that i keep chasing after the guy i shouldnt
be
you'd know that i used to do drugs.
you'd know i got pregnant
you'd know i lost my baby at 6 months
you'd know that i have a wall up around my heart
you'd know that i cry myself to sleep everynight
you'd know that i just want all this to
end.