Mrs.
Matthews:Cory, you
educate me. You tell me what love means to you.
Cory:Mom listen, I haven’t been
together with Topanga for 22 years, but we have been together for
16. Ok, it’s a lot longer than most couples have been
together. I mean when we were born, you told me that we used to
take walks in our strollers together around the block. When we were
2, we were best friends. I mean, I knew everything about this girl.
I knew her favorite color, I knew her favorite food. Then we got to
be 6 and Eric made fun of me because it wasn’t cool to have a
best friend who was a girl or even know a girl. So for the next 7
years I threw dirt at her. I like to call those’ the lost
years.’ And then when I was 13, mom, she put me up against
the locker and she kissed me. I mean, she gave me my first kiss.
She taught me how to dance. She was always talking about these
crazy things and I never understood a word she said. All I
understood was that she was the girl I sat up every night thinking
about. When I’m with her I feel happy to be alive, like I can
do anything, even talk to you like this. So that’s what I
think love is, mom…when I’m better, because
she’s here.
y is it so hard to do wat i think is right for her
when all i wanna do is love her
i kno im not wat she needs
but i do love her
im not the best person for her
and i havent treated her the best
but i am doin my best
kno i need to leave her alone
but its just so hard when i love her so much
y do her parents have to kno
we both took it for granted
and i wish i wud have appreciated wat i had more
just typing thoughts i gotta talk to somebody even if its
nobody