I don't
know how to put this into words..
It's like one minute I'm okay..
I'm finally getting over you and us..
I'm able to move
on..
I no longer need you in my life..
I finally find who I am..
But the next minute..
I'm completely
lost..
I care for you so much..
I know it can't work..
But I can't bear to see you hurt..
I am so scared..
I don't know who I
am..
I don't know how to cope
anymore..