the truth is:
i feel like ill be trapped in this
terrible cycle. Im happy for
a bit, MAD AT THE WORLD,
then just saddd. I want to be
normal, not have to struggle with
everyday life. I want to be loved,
by anyone, family, friends, lover... anyone.
I feel used and abused and alone.
that no one can help me get out of this deep dark hell hole.
thats my truth.