That
sick to your stomachfeelingwhen yourtalkingto the
person who's
made you the brokenmonster you are today, and
knowing
that even though you
hate their guts, you stilllovethem
because even though
you meannothing to
them now, you know they still meansomethingdeep down in the
cuts and
broken bones
they left
you tohealwith..
I
always tried to tell myself to never give up on love;
but right now, it seems like a pretty good idea. I don't
want to deal with this anymore. I want my heart back.
Even though it's not true, and even though it kills me
to say this...I
Just Want To Be Friends</3
I was in drama today.
it's my favorite class of all classes, because i see the boy
that I like
He doesn't know that I like him,because I play hard to get
but today, i felt like i was on cloud 9
He's in my skit group, and I have a one on one scene with
him.
he never takes it seriously in rehearsal.
We had to present in front of the whole class.
It was time for our scene, and I was sure he was only going to
reply "K" and "I see.." like he always does
But to my amazement, he starts the scene with saying "Hello
there Maria"
My heart stopped, i forgot my lines for a split second, and he
noticed, because he smile. :)
" I need you to do something for me" I continued.
"Anything for you Maria, I love you."
I explained what I needed him to do, and he replied with "got
it" and he winked.
The rest of the skit was an utter fail. My teacher was so mad at
us, because everything else was so bad.
But I thought it was the best skit in the whole world, that Ive
ever done. Even if it was the skit that I got the worst marks
on.
I
always tried to tell myself to never give up on love;
but right now, it seems like a pretty good idea. I don't
want to deal with this anymore. I want my heart back.
Even though it's not true, and even though it kills me
to say this...I
Just Want To Be Friends</3
I am strong
because I am weak. I am beautiful because I know my
flaws. I am a lover because I am a
fighter. I am fearless because I have been
afraid. I am wise because I have been
foolish.
& I can laugh because I've known
sadness.