Quotes added on Tuesday, November 16 2010

The truth Is....

The truth is, I love Kayti a lot. She’s my life. My everything. She means more to me than anything could. But then she hurt me, I felt like I’d been torn apart. I wanted to die, she told me to die. I told myself that I wouldn’t accept her again. I told myself she was no good for me, I told myself that she hurt me and I couldn’t trust her. But those were lies. Everything I told myself was a lie. I loved her more than ever, I look passed the hurt she put me through, I looked at all the things she told me. You can’t lie so well- nobody can. If somebody really didn’t love you, they wouldn’t try their hardest to talk to you. See this girl I love, she’s beautiful. I love her. And, my friends don’t exactly like her, but that’s where I put my foot down. I love her so much that I don’t care what they say. I love my friends, yes, but they come second. I got my friends back, and its going to stay that way. I don’t want to lose them, but I love Kayti too much. I love her. And she came back into my life right when I was going to make the most stupid decision. I was going to do what she said, to go die. But- I read all of her words she said to me. I remembered the night she went to bed, but came back on just to talk to me… I love her. She’s trying to prove to me she loves me. And I can’t help but believe her. I just want to know that; how could somebody not love you- if they try to prove to you, if they find every way of contacting you, if they try to fix things as much as possible. If even though they can’t take back their words, they want to show you they didn’t mean them and they’re sorry? I mean, to me- that takes gut. And I can’t help it, but I love her. I don’t care what happens with my friends, all’s I want is her <3