Quotes added on Tuesday, November 30 2010
[[ "I'm Afraid Of Falling"]]
He Smiles & Says
- To whoever(:
Tell the devil I say hey when you get back
to where your from,
(:
as the
tears fall down her face & her broken heart
lay on the floor,
she quickly realises she never loved anyone
more.
<3
&& I swear I got to hide, what I feel
inside.
But you still think I am confident
and dumb.
When you come into
sight
I can't take
my eyes off of you. <3
Cory cant you tell i like
you?
You breath on the mirror;;
And you write his name next,,
to your's with this big heart around it..
♥
at that moment when his arms wrapped around me
and hugged me , tears rushed . slowly , i placed my arms on his
back and looked up at the dark sky holding my tears behind and i
looked at the stars and whispered "iloveyou ". no
. i wasn`t saying it to myself . i was saying it to him . him . i
love him . i lovED him . but that was gone now. right before he
hugged me those very words " im sorry but 2 months is enough
" just made me change . i don`t think people realize but
when you fall for someone and they become yours , you take them
in as a whole different person and they change you . a lot . i
let go of that hug and looked down . questions ran through my
mind . i was going nutz inside but as i looked down and picked at
my fingernail , it didn`t matter to the outside world . it`s what
i was thinking inside . but , the one thing no one knows i asked
myself , and your going to find out right now , i asked myself a
big question . one question i asked with a lot of meaning. . .
"what am i going to do without
him?"
and i still don`t have an answer . .
.
Dear Sam.
Since the day we met. We both know we were going to be good friends. We both knew we could trust each other. The night you told me your whole story, I knew you were the best thing to set foot on this earth. I fell so deep in love with you. But you broke my heart. I cried so many tears for you. I remember when we kissed. You were my first. I was just one of your many. I didn't care though. I was just happy it happened. I lost so much sleep, just so I could talk on the phone with you. All those nights over winter break. When we flirted. And talked. And shared secrets. And everything. Those were some of the best nights of my life. I remember when you told me you liked me. I didn't believe it. That was the night we went out for five minuets. When ever you come up in conversation people look at me and say didn't you two go out? And I just smile and say yes (even if it was for 5mins. I honestly don't care.) I can understand why they asked. We danced at all the dances. I was always around you. We hugged a lot. We were around each other a lot. I talked about you. You talked about me. We sat together at lunch. When I was cold I would stand right next to you. At Grady's party we hugged for so long. We grew closer and closer Sam. I love you. You love me. We say it every time we talk. They day you moved, in July. I hurt so much. I could not believe I was really loosing you. We still talk on the weekends when we can. You come back and visit as much as you can. But that's around every 6 weeks. This time it will be 9, if you even come up for winter break. I hope you do though Sam. I miss you so much. So so much. My heart hurts more and more each day. People say they miss you. But none of them miss you like I do. Maybe Tanna. But nobody ealse. I need you Sam. I love you so freaking much. Please come home soon. Your amazing. Your my best friend. You are the only person I can trust.
Love,
Samantha
*This is to my bestfriend. I used to really like him. But We are both just good friends now*
