Quotes added on Wednesday, December 8 2010

If you really knew me challenge (:

1. If you really knew me..... (something specifically about you)
- you would know that i think noone cares about me, even though i've been told time and time again they do...

2. If you really knew me (something about your best friend and you.)
- you would know that we aren't as close as we used to be, which i hate...
3. If you really knew me (something about you and your family)
- you would know i don't trust any of them
4. If you really knew me (something about  how you do in school)
- you would know i hate maths and science, yet they are two of my best subjects...
5. If you really knew me.... (something about how you keep secrets)
-you would know that i usually keep secrets, but if i am really worried, i will tell people.
6. If you really knew me.... (the way you handle the pressure of being a teen)
-you would know i cry. alot. and have cut myself. i have (so far) 15 cuts...
7. If you really knew me.....(something about your current boyfriend//crush) (and if you don't have one, a best guy friend)
-you would know i don't like anyone...
8. If you really knew me....  (something about you and an ex)
- you would know it's taken me a year to get over him
9. If you really knew me ...... (something you hate about yourself)
-you would know i haven't had natural hair for almost a year. :/
10. If you really knew me....... (something you love about yourself)
- you would know that i love mah bewbs. xD

So yesterday,
I was at bus lines alone with some of my best guy mates. I walked up to one of them and he says to me, "Don't come near me, I'm being chased by a madman with a water bottle, I don't want you to get wet." This guy is seventeen, I'm fourteen. "I said, I think I can risk it", so he grabs me in a bearhug and says, "Protect me !", and I said to him, "Noo, you're all wet !". he says, "No I'm noot ?" and I said, "Look down." He says to me, "Weeell, what can I say, you're just that beautiful". Right at that moment, I notice he has been watching this whole thing go down. Weell, thing is, he didn't rock up to school today. And he never misses school.
He loved it.. He loved the video I made so much.. It brought him to tears.. I love you baby ♥

 


Yeah Its Times Like These
Where You Figure Out Who Your Real Friends Are.

Forever, author of salvation,
He rose and conquered the grave,
Jesus conquered the grave.

For the glory, of the Risen King.
- h i l l s o n g

Your the ice to my cream
Your coco to my pops
Your the M to my M&M's
But most of all your the
Best to my Friend






***Side Note: Here is the link for the house Jax and Illiana fell in love with. http://www.homes.com/listing/122978257/1323_Antigua_Way_NEWPORT_BEACH_CA_92660#stay
 

Untitled
Chapter Two Part Five

 

I unlocked the door when we arrived at my house. We didn't say anything to my parents, just walked upstairs to my room. Alexa picked out a green tank top and a pair of light wash capris to borrow, then she went to shower. She has this thing about being clean all of the time. I never really understood it. I just grabbed a blue v-neck t-shirt and some shorts. Waiting for Alexa to get out of the shower I texted Blayne again.

Me: Hey Blayne. Thanks for texting me back so fast. Sorry I didn't respond faster, I fell asleep. When do you plan/want to come back home? Are you sure you want to come back? Byee <3

I still wansn't sure if I wanted her back or not. I know it sounds bad, but I kind of like Dad not being home all of the time. Mom always seems happier. Since Blayne left Mom makes breakfast every morning, before she would rarely make it on the weekends.

When Alexa was out of the shower I texted Jax and told him that him and Keaton could head over now. In the 15 minutes it took for the guys to get here, both Alexa and I straightened our hair and did our make up. We met Jax and Keaton outside, they decided we would drive separate. Jax and I drove together and Alexa and Keaton were together. On the way to Giani's Pizzaria, Jax and I talked about getting out own place soon. We already knew what it would be like to live together. Jax has been staying at my house since we started dating. Alexa and Keaton got to Giani's about five minutes after Jax and I.

Eating wasn't very eventful. We were all starving from being at the beach. After we were done eating Jax and I went to look at houses by Keaton and Alexa. We found a couple we liked, but I wanted to look a little more inland. The houses by Alexa and Keaton are expensive because they live right on the beach, I felt that Jax and I needed something more affordable. Jax and I found a beautiful 5 bedroom, 4 bathroom house that was about 10 minutes away from the beach. It was a little expensive, but once Jax finishes college this year he'd be making enough to cover the house payments. We had it figured out that Jax would pay for the house, and I'd pay for utilities and anything else. The size of the house left a lot of room to make a family, but we hadn't planned on doing that until after we tied the knot.

    "Jax, it's beautiful!"
    "I know Baby, I know."
    "It has everything I would want in a house. Jax, this is my DREAM house."
    "My dream house could be a box on the side of the road Babe, as long as you're there I'm living my dream."
    "I love you," I said walking over to Jax and kissing him.
    "I love you too. So I guess I should call the realitor Monday and find out when we can view the place huh?"
    "Yes, yes, and yes!! Wait, why can't you call him today?"
    "Alright, don't lose that paper! And Babe, it's Sunday. They aren't in their offices on Sundays."
    "Oh, right. Haha."

When Jax and I arrived back home there was and unexpected visitor.

as you told me what you told me,
i never knew what it was like to
fall to the ground,
break down,
and just say
"but i loved him..."
over and over...

 


Your The One That Pushed Me Away
Now That I'm Going , You Don't Need Me Anymore ..
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