Quotes added on Thursday, January 27 2011

 

Heartbreak is not something that you can ignore. It's not something that you can brush off and say that it's nothing. It's something that will hit you hard when you least expect it. It's the pain in knowing that a love is gone and what you thought was there will no longer be. It's the realization that something that you never wanted to end might be over forever. There's no escaping it

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Because when you feel it once, you'll never want to feel it again."



Don't let him have the satisfaction of knowing




you'll





always be there waiting.



( )

Am I the only one who thought the guy in
Back To December by Taylor Swift
was going to kill himself at the end
instead of walk across the football field??


 

Just Me...?


I'm Breaking up with you..
No...
w-what? 


no.. 

maybe it's not my weekend
but it's gonna be my year*

2011
and i'm so sick of watching the minutes pass as i go nowhere

L.O.V.E.  isn't about finding someone to live with
Its about finding someone you can't live WITHOUT<3

Me and my boyfriend are having a disagreement
He thinks the guy should pay for EVERYTHING
I disagree and think it should be half and half
I wanna see what other people think so please
Like if you agree with me
Comment if you agree with him
Thank You

time after time
 part #57
 

he went back to sit in his barstool, and i finished cooking the macaroni and cheese . he sat there and just stared at me. everytime we made eye contact i would just laugh, and my heart would race. why am i doing this to myself? i asked.  i'm just gonna get hurt again.
"here you go." i said, putting the bowl in front of him, and then scooping some out for myself.
"you can go home if you want." he said, and took a bite.
"this is really good." he smiled.
"i know.  and i'm not leaving you all alone." i said. "what kind of person would i be?"
"the good one who cares about their grades?" he asked.
"honestly, there isn't a reason for me to be in school.  i can't play lacrosse, and none of my teachers will miss me."
"and your parents?"
"we're not on good terms." i said, and blinked back tears.
"why not?" he asked.
"my dad wants to move one more time." i said.
"but you're going to college, so why does it matter?"
"they won't pay for my room and board." i said, and put my fork down to wipe my eye.
"and that means?"
"no room and board means i need a job.  no job means no place to live, and that means i have to live with my parents.  it's against my scholarship to work." i said.
"where are they moving?"
"england."
"they can't do that!" he said, shocked.
"welp. they are. i worked so hard for it too." i said, getting emotional.  i didn't mean to but it was just getting to me. "god i hate them. if only.." i said, and stopped my train of thought.
"they wouldn't do this to kara or jason, i mean they have their own apartments.  but not me.  they can't trust me anymore." i said, and he patted his laps.  i walked over and he squeezed me tight.
"if only what?" he asked.
"what?"
"you stopped what you were saying."  he looked at me.  "if only what?" i just looked at him, and i almost heard the click in his head.
"oh."
"i'm sorry. i didn't mean to bring him up, but if he was still here, there wouldn't be an argument if i was going."
"don't worry about it." he said, and kissed my cheek. "he was a huge part of your life. you can't just pretend he was never there."
"i'm moving on, i really am.  there's just a ripple effect." i said, and wiped my eyes.  he then yawned, and i looked at the bags under his eyes.
"tired, aren't we?"
"no i'm fine."
"we can just go watch tv or something." i offered. i got up, and he walked me to his room.  he jumped onto his bed, and then moved over and patted an empty spot for me to lay down.  i layed down, and he wrapped his arm around my waist.  i gripped his large hand with my petite one, and played with his thumb.
"did you and rob, ever, uhmmm.." he said and trailed off. i turned to face him and he was looking at me with a grin tugging on his lips. i laughed, and he chuckled and smiled a wide white toothed grin.
"no, no we didn't." i laughed. "i'm not sure how normal this is going to sound, but after he died, i wished we had, and by chance i could've been pregnant with his kid, i mean something to hold on to .  but he left me with nothing." i said, and he kissed the tear that was falling down my face.
"rachel, i will never leave you.  and that's a promise."
"i will hold you to that, you know." i said.
"i wouldn't expect anything less." he said and kissed me, and i felt the smile break through on both his and my face.


 

You got enemies ?
That means you stood up for something in your life.
Eminem<3


 

                             If only you could see

See it in my eyes how much it means

Your touch, Your smile

To a heart thats beat has long since given out and given in

The night opens wide, swallowing every sense

Embracing me with emptiness

The hours have become irritations, and I find myself reduced to life's imitation

How can we truly say that we are alive

When everything I see in me is screaming

How can we truly say that we are alive

When everything I see in me is screaming otherwise

-Parkway Drive


 

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