Don't
get me wrong.
Boyfriends a great, the pleasure and the
feeling of love.
The drugs may keep your mind off things temporarily.
The loud music tunes you out from the world.
The adrenaline rush you get when you speed down those tracks with
the wind blowing through your hair, or the feeling of free
falling.
But tell me this, is it
worth it?
Is all this temporary pleasure worth the sadness, guilt, regret
and pain?
Take a deep breath and think.
I made these stupid decisions, I still do. Just please tell me it
isn't worth it. Please.
Do you know what the sad
thing is?
My online friends are better than
almost all of my real friends.
Well, its not really that sad.
It just depends how you look at it.
Im just happy that they're so amazing and
that I can trust them with anything.
Anyway; I Love You Guys, So Much.
You are my hope.