I
don’t
want
to
feel
ugly
anymore.
I don’t want to
wake up in the morning and look in the mirror just to find
another revolting
reflection.
I don’t want to change seven times because I look
unattractive in half my clothes. I don’t
want to be afraid to wear a bikini anymore. I
don’t want to have to worry about if I ran out of makeup
because if I didn’t wear any id look
disgusting. I don’t want to constantly
feel the need to look in a mirror, not out of vain but to make
sure I look at least decent looking. I don’t want to
question whether I should eat that day or not because it might
help me drop a pound. I want to be
beautiful. I want to be
naturally attractive and have a
gorgeous body. I want to wake up and feel
confident that I’m
pretty. I hate having this body but I
hate having low self-confidence even
more.
But then I remember
that there is much worse things that I could
have!
♥
Him: I don't like how you act when you're
friends, it's annoying
Me: If you don't like how I act when I am
truely happy and having fun then I don't think
we should continue talking, they come before you.
Sorry(:
Him: Okay then.
If he doesn't like
my friends, I don't like him. As simple as
that(: