Live
your life 5
I was getting
nervous. What was Matt going to tell me?!
Me: Oh.. alright. Let it out.
Matt looked around, he couldn't look me in the eye.
Me: Hey, what's wrong?
Matt: Emily, I love you.
I was speechless. I mean i had a feeling that's what he was
going to tell me. Everyone noticed his flirting, even Brian
whose oblivious to everything. But now that he said it,
everything running through my mind. I didn't know what to
say. Did i love him back? No! I love Brian and I know
that.
Me:.... I don't know what to say.
Matt: You don't have to say anything. Emps, nothing has
to change. Of course I would like it to but I have a feeling it
won't. I just had to tell you.
Me: I appreciate you telling me. You really are an amazing
friend, Mathew.
Then I kissed him. It didn't mean anything important. I
didn't want him to be my boyfriend, I needed him there as my
friend. But there was something that pushed me to do it. I
couldn't help myself.
Then I got a text. It was from Brian.
Brian: (texting) I love you baby. Sorry for freaking out
earlier, I really do trust you.
Wow, perfect timing. Now i feel really guilty. What am I going to
do. I'm just going to forget any of this ever happened.
Have it all go back to before Matt told me what he was
feeling.