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Her parents woke up one morning and found her dead
With a suicide note and a razorblade beside her bed.
It was the note that read:
"I'm sorry that I hurt you, and you probably don't
care, but my love for you, we couldn't share. The pain I
felt day by day, is just another that needed washed away.
You'll have to accept that I'm not here now and
it's jsut a quiet deadly sound."
Her parents couldn't understand
What made her do such a thing.
They never thought suicide would be their daughters
ending.
I'll Never Let You Go
Chapter
Justin's POV. 8.
"Hi, guys!" Pattie and
Caity greeted us at the door with hugs. They brought us to a
table. Jessica's mom had a writing pad with her so she could
take notes on what we wanted for the wedding.
"Let's start with location." My mom said.
"Well, Jessica and I always talked about it being here at
this house." I said and turned to Jessica.
"Remember?"
"Yeah, we did talk about that." Jessica said. Caity
scribbled down things in her notepad.
"Okay, what about dates?"
"This summer..." Jessica said.
"What date?" Her mom asked.
"I don't know, don't you talk about that when you
have a guy to do the readings and everything?" Jessica
asked.
"True. What about the people in the wedding? Like
bridesmaids and groomsmen." Mrs. Mason said.
"I want Indie, Sam, Tia, and Lexi to be the
bridesmaids." I said. "Is there any girl that you want
to be a bridesmaid, Justin?" Jessica asked me.
"No." He said.
"And what about the best man and groomsmen?" Caity
asked.
"Uhh, Ryan for best man. Then the other guys can be
Christian, Alfredo, and Chaz." I said.
"And Nate." Jessica said. She still was best friends
with Nate which didn't bother me at all.
"Okay." Caity wrote more stuff on her notepad.
"Colors?"
"Purple and white." Jessica and I said together. Caity
laughed and wrote that down. I imagined girls walking down the
isle with purple dresses and white flowers. I imagined Jessica in
a wedding dress and smiled at the image. Her in a long white,
strapless gown with purple and white flowers. I smiled to
myself.
"There's a lot of more things that have to go into
wedding planning than this." Caity stated.
"Yeah, like music, food, invitations, gifts, and bridal
showers." Pattie added.
"Well we can do that another day, right?" Jessica
asked.
"Yeah, maybe tomorrow?" Caity asked. Jessica looked at
me. I shrugged my approval.
"Tomorrow's good." Jessica nodded and smiled at
me.
I wondered what our wedding would be like. There would most
likely be cameras, video taping the whole thing and putting it on
some news channel. Part of me wanted that and part of me
didn't. I couldn't tell you how that would make me feel
even if I tried.