You think my life is perfect?
Try being me for a day.
Try living with an alcoholic father, who, no matter what,
Will never tell you he loves you,
Or that he's proud of you.
Try living with a mother who pushes you
To your mental and physical extremes,
Twenty-four seven.
Try living with a bullying twin who won't ever leave you alone,
And who, even though they won't admit it, is your parents favorite.
Yeah, real effin perfect.
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you know what i hate? i hate
it that we were about to be something really good. i could feel
it, i knew it. i liked it how we flirted and nobody suspected
anything. it was just between you and me, you would text me
first to compliment me and i wanted to brag about it but i knew
that would ruin it. then, that night, at a party, we ruined it.
we kissed, and it was awesome. but now,everyone knows about it.
andnow thats all we do. sure, you say you like me when
we're in a room alone making out, and i believe you, i do.
i just wish we hadnt gone so public from the very begginning.
now if we flirt or you're just nice to me, everyone looks
and makes a big deal out of it. i just wish we couldve kept
this more of a secretive thing, i feel like that wouldve been a
whole lot more special.
and i wouldnt feel so hurt when we ignore eachother out of
awkwardness.
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