part 13. :]
I sat on the couch in between Jack and Josh and watched the
show they were in the middle of watching. I sat there quietly still
waking up and still tired. Then Jack's phone started going off.
I peeked as he answered. All i could make out was Kath. I sighed as
he walked away to talk to her.
"What's wrong.." Josh asked hearing my sad/angry
"i really don't like the girl he's talking to right
now.." i said and rose my leg up against my chest and laid my
chin on my knee.
"oh, but you do know that he does really like you a lot right?
and no matter the girl, he's not going to cheat on you,
he's not that type of guy.." Josh said i just nodded.
It's sad to say that im jealous of a girl i just met yesterday,
and Jack i only started dating a couple of days ago and it's
not even official yet. I guess that's why im so upset, Since
it's not official, he can go out and flirt with her and stuff
and i can't stop it unless i want to be creepy and
"you needa stop worrying about it.. the type of relationship
him and that girl have is probably nothing compared to what
you're worrying about right now.." he said trying to make
me feel better. I just nodded. Jack came back
"Marc wants me back at the studio today, are you ok with
that." he asked. No...
"yeah, it's fine." i smiled. He smiled back and
kissed me, then walked to the door.
"If you need me call or text me!" I sighed as the door
"ooooooh!! i know who you're jealous of!" Josh said
like he just solved a life changing mystery.
"yeah. And?" i asked with a laugh from his
"she's a character alright.." hes said laughing and
rolling his eyes
"but like i said, they're relationship is nothing."
"thank god." he added under his breath. I laughed then
walked in the kitchen for food
"make me a Sandwich." he shouted
"bring me to Florida." i shouted back
"fine.." he sighed annoyed and got up and walked over to
"i don't think he has any deli meat.." i said cutting
the toaster bagel in half.
"yeah, he does, not a lot, but he does.." he said
starting to make a sandwich.
-yooo.. Crystal gave me three passes to tonights teen night... u
in? ;]- text from Zoe.
-well yeah. me, u and herr.. ill pick u up after school, well get
ready together and goo..-
-ommg No u haaab tooo.. pees :( -
-YAY! :D oh, i have to stay after school for science, so ill pick u
up like 3:30ish? doors open at 7..-
-YaaaaaY :D GIRLS NIGHT!-
-ahahaha.. seeyah later chikaa.-
i do feel bad, cause i don't want to make Jack upset.. but,
were not official so just like i can't control him, he
can't control me.... right? ugh.. i sighed loudly from stress
and Josh eyed me oddly then walked back to the den.
"what's up miss cranky pants.." he asked
"stress..." i said and plopped down next to him with the
mini toaster bagel in my hand.. i wasn't even hungry
"from?" he asked and lowered the volume of the tv.
"Zoe wants me to go to tonights teen night with her and
crystal and i don't know if i should go..." i sighed
"oh.. really?" he looked up at the tv
"SEE! this is why i don't wanna go! cause i already feel
guilty just seeing your face like that!!" i said and put my
hands over my face.
"he wont know.." he said
"whatya mean..." i asked confused.
"i wont tell him.." he said
"really.." i asked slowly
"really really." he said. a thousand pounds were lifted
off my shoulders.
"when are you guys getting home.." he asked
"like.. 12ish im assuming.." i shrugged
"ok.. ill keep him busy till then.." he said.
"thanks so much!" i said. He nodded. I could tell
he's still upset though. I looked at the cable box and it said
that it was 2:30 already. I sighed and got up to take a shower.
when i got out i blow dried my hair and left it natural. I put on
shorts cause it looks hot out today, then i put on my sneakers and
a t-shirt. I grabbed my purse and phone then walked down when i
heard Zoe walk in. Josh acted like he didn't know where we were
going and Zoe didn't bring it up.
"ready?" she asked with a smile. I nodded then we said
bye to Josh and we walked to her car, It was so hot and humid out.
Crystal was in the back so i sat in the front and we went to
Zoe's house to get ready. When we got up to her room she
entered her huge walk in closet.
"Um... I don't know what you guys want to wear... but
dresses are in there, and skirts, and tank tops and stuff like
that.." she said putting on a short dress. Me and Crystal
nodded and walked to her closet.
"are you wearing a dress." i asked looking through her
"i don't know.. probably not, cause when you dance
it's gunna rise up and its probably going to get annoying
really fast." she said, I nodded.
"you should try this on.." she said and tossed me a
flowery romper. I put it on and she nodded with a huge smile. She
put on white shorts that have light blue small flowers all over it,
and a white spaghetti strap tank top and we both put on
"oh my god you guys look so cute!!" Zoe squeaked. We both
laughed and we started getting ready. blasting music in her empty
"are you telling Josh.." I asked Zoe
"are you telling Jack.." she asked
"yeah... it should be ok though, since we're not offical,
and im not gunna be hooking up with anyone there.." i shrugged
she just nodded thinking then she took out her phone, i guess
"you're going to text Jack and tell him now, since i
did." she stuck out her tongue. I laughed and listened to
-hey, im going to a teen night tonight with Zoe and Crystal..-
"did Josh answer you?" i asked curling my hair.
"yeah, why.." she asked
"Jack didn't.. Is Josh mad.." i asked
"nah, he's happy i told him, why do you think he's not
answering you.." she asked
"i have no clue.." i hope it has something to do with him
recording, but then again i hope it doesn't, cause that can
involve Kathleen. I put makeup on and then we walked down to her
kitchen to get food.
-Steve are my glasses still alive?-
-lmfao, ill go check.- I can feel my contacts bothering me. Ill use
them tonight then ill use my glasses until i get a new
-yeah, want me to drop them off?-
-im at Zoe's.-
-ok. be there in a sec.-
"do you want grilled cheese.." Zoe asked looking in her
"im in the mood for pasta.." Crystal said spinning her
"hmmm.." Zoe sighed and opened her freezer.
"you want pasta Steph?" she asked. I wasn't hungry,
im just too stressed and worried about what's going on with
"sure.." i smiled. She took out the frozen raviolis and
started boiling the water. Steve came in and gave me my glasses in
their case. I ran upstairs to put it in my bag. When i walked
downstairs we ate and talked then it was time to go, and my heart
was beating out of my chest and i felt so guilty it was killing me.