What I Know About
Love
Chapter 1
First things first, this is my
awesome blog! Its more of a diary, that acounts for the big
moments in my life. Anyways, I'm Peyton and this is what
I know about love.
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*On Facebook*
Austin
Couture: Peyton, take me back. Stop being so dramatic
about it. It was a simple, innocent kiss.
Peyton Tompson: No. I don't feel like having this
conversation with you.
Austin Couture:
Please?
I looked up over the computer
screen and caught a glance of the clock. It was 12:48.
Peyton
Tompson: It's 12:48 and I have to go to work in the
morning. I'm not having this conversation with you. Not
now.
I opened up the other tab on my computer that led me to Meebo
instead of Facebook. Max was on, and I wanted to start a
conversation with him, but I didn't. He was a senior for
crying out loud! I couldn't go after a senior! Even if he
was extremely sweet and attractive. Instead of typing the
simple two letter phrase to start a conversation, I stared at
my computer screen waiting for him to start one with me.
Max Green:
Hey there beautiful.
I looked at his words and felt a smile appear on my face.
Peyton
Tompson: Well, hello there mister. Whats up!
Max Green: Not too much. Dealing with my bratty
sister.
Peyton Tompson: Awe, how old is your sister?
Max Green: She's gunna be 6 in July.
Peyton Tompson: Oh, trust me, girls get better with
time.
The conversation ended there and I suddenly regretted the
words I had said. That was the only thing lacking in Max and
I's relationship. We didn't flirt. We were attracted
to one another, or I was attracted to him, but we never
seemed to have long conversations. It was like I'd get
the odinary "Hello Beautiful" but then the
conversation became boring.
Cameron
Jay: Hey
I sat there in my bedroom, and stared at his message. Cameron
and I had been best friends since second grade, and I usually
told him about all of my boy problems. He was the type of guy
to always listen, no matter whether he was playing COD or
not.
Peyton
Tompson: Hey! I need your adivce?
Cameron Jay: Sure :P
Peyton Tompson: Austin wants to get back together, but
I like someone else.. what do I do?
Cameron's messages usually helped me out, but this one
was less then helpful.
Cameron
Jay: idk.
Peyton Tompson: You don't know?!
Cameron Jay: Nope. I gtg. Bye
I looked back at the clock and it read 12:56. I logged off
Meebo and Facebook, and shut the computer screen.
As I sat in my bed, looking up at the ceiling, the light from
the stars coming in through the windows, I felt confused. I
knew how I felt about letting Austin back into my life, and
it shouldn't have been a hard decision. I couldn't
let him back in. He had hurt me too many times before, and I
didn't want to go back again. But I loved him.
Then there was Max. Max the senior. Me, the freshman. Max was
popular and had girls practically drooling over him. I should
have been lucky that he even wanted to talk to me. There was
something about Max that I liked. He was sweet. And he seemed
genuine and sincere when he spoke his feelings. The only
problem was.. he NEVER spoke his feelings to me. We'd
make small talk, and that was it.
Things I Know
About Love:
#1. Its very confusing. You want to get rid of the people who
hurt you, but for some reason, you always let them in again.
Even when you know you shouldn't. Even when theres
someone better.