I love him..
But of course he doesn't know..
He's my best guy friend..
We talk to each other all the time..
Sometimes I think he feels the same..
And then I'm reminded of reality..
I think I've fallen in love
with our friendship..
Because when I think about it all..
Honestly, he isn't really my ideal guy..
But I love the person he is..
It's so confusing..
I don't know if I love him
as a friend, or as more..
But either way..
I know he would never be happy
with
me..