Sophia and Granny sit together for another hour until
Soph gets up
to make some tea for them both. We only drank tea when we were with
Granny. We also played Scrabble with her a lot. As
Soph is
waiting for the water for the tea to boil, she sits on the
countertop. Her phone beeps and she slides it open, replies and
then sighs. When
the water is ready she pours two cups and puts tea bags in
them. It
has to be close to eight or nine o’clock now. I blow a kiss
at Sophia and Granny and go back to Daniel.
Daniel is asleep. I go to his bedside and place my hands over his.
“Danny… I want you to know I’m
here.” I
close my eyes and when I open them… I’m not in
Danny’s room. I’m in the funeral home. Danny
is sitting in the back of the room, where he actually sat
yesterday.
“Daniel?” His
head snaps up.
“Michelle. Celle!”
“Daniel!” I yell and run to him. I have legs
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“She looked around the room,
watching, listening,
at the same time ignoring.
She wanted to say hello,
say anything to him,
but he just looked the other way.
So i moved.
12 hours to be exact.
and for some people to think moving isnt
hard.
ill tell u this.
its like everyone there u loved...died.
and sometimes if ur lucky.
u got to visit to heaven.
and then go back to hell.
Confession
#9 I've been told
multiple times, "You don't care what people think about
you I respect that,". Actually no, this couldn't be more
wrong. I'm always worried about what others think. Constantly
trying to read their minds about what they think of me. It scares
me to death when my friends are at parties and don't invite
me because I'm afraid they talk about me like we talk about
everyone else. I wish I was invisible so no one could talk bad
about me ever
again.