We could have told the cutest
story.
How my mom thought you were all wrong for me, how you were the
boy all the girls died for, and I was the nice little smart girl
who was overlooked everyday; but we became best friends and fell
in love with each other. We disagreed on everything but we always
agreed in those little glances here and there and the smiles. I
know this is cheesy, but I always thought we would be like Jim
and Pam. How it took a few years for them to finally end up
together because different people kept coming in their lives
trying to rip them apart. Like we knew we were meant for each
other but sometimes we convinced ourselves it wasn't worth it
and we went for other people, but deep down we both knew where we
belong.
I always thought that with patience, everything would fall into
place. I've been waiting for three years for you, for
anything to happen, for you to realize all this. You call me when
you need someone to talk to, and it's only me. You tell me
things you don't tell anyone else. But I guess even with that
I'm not special enough. I'll never be pretty enough for
you, I was and am wrong to think that. I'm crazy to think
that you could ever fall for me.
So then we started drifting, you're like famous now.
You're going places, and it's with her. I always knew you
had it in you, just so you know. You always were talented and
ambitious, I knew you would end up separate from the rest of us.
I see you becoming close with her, closer than you were to me
even. It hurts me. A lot. But of course, like the other time you
liked other girls, I had to suck it in and smile and pretend
nothings wrong, which I've been doing for three years. I
don't know, maybe it's time for me to finally move on and
find someone who's sure of what they want. Whoever said best
friends always fall in love and have a happily ever after was
wrong.
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sorry, just needed to get some things off my chest. If you read
this...I love you and I know I'm probably not the only one in
this kind of situation haha. I love you guys. (:
Nevermind,
I'll find someone
like you,
I thought you could have been my bestfriend,
but
Because you told me something that affected my heart the other
day, and later said something that made me feel the complete
opposite. Thanks bro. you lied and said you could be better
than the last, you will prolly be the next.
NFM/FMQ