confession 2
i dont know what she feels, but i know for a fact that im in love. i seriously dont think i will fall out either. during the last 6 months of back and forth, on and off, and up and down, ive acted in ways i dont normally, feeling things ive never felt, both in good ways and bad. all its done its proven my feelings to myself. i dont know what she feels, i dont think she knows either. but i know when i say its love i feel that i mean it. for now things have changed and im not sure where things will go or how things will end up, all i know is that i gotta try and be happy for her and what she wants as of right now, things that just make me feel like...well, i wont go there. i enjoy seeing her smile, seeing her happy. i just wish it could be with me. will it ever again? who knows. will she ever love me again? no idea...but will i?