Confusing
Love
''Aren't you done yet?''
Josh questioned as if he didn't already know the
answer. Josh is my boyfriend, has been for four
months now. ''No...'' It was the middle of
the school year and Josh wanted to start taking me to
school. Something I did not look forward to at
all. i can hardly make conversation with the
boy, how am I going to stay in a car for twenty
minutes and talk. I couldn't just be silent because
that was over the top rude. I have tried all
excuses possible but he worked around them. Josh is
sweet, really sweet , but sometimes I
think i just need more then sweet. He just
doesn't give me butterflies in my stomach any more. He
doesn't have that spark to him no
more. I miss that. Before we could do anything
together and we would laugh it out later. He was like a
bestfriend and a boyfriend before but now he is just not the
same. It gets me wodering, do I honestly love Josh?I
haven't been able to answer that for a
month or so.When we got to school I tried
to dash for my locker but he tried to kiss me
instead. I dodged the kiss and went down the
hall. ''don't follow me,
don't...'' I said to myself. Of
course, he followed me. '' Babe, something
wrong?'' I wish he would stop calling me
''babe'' if that is all he
can think to call me then i might as well die.
Why not ''Hey, beautiful'' or something?
'' Oh, no , nothing wrong'' I said
quickly and walked off. I bumped into someone in front me
as I dashed off.
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