Quotes added on Thursday, December 29 2011

Well it’s Dec 28 2011 and its 4:23 AM as i write this i’m in bed while my mom is sleeping and i’m bored so i decided i wanna go back to the BEGINING of my “FaceBook Years” i guess u can call it? back to the first year i had my Facebook and i realized everyone from Cliffside that i knew and everyone from Little Ferry that i knew talked to me and all this was going on while i was MILES away from all my friends they sort of “begged me” to come back and when i finaly came back i lost connection with EVERYONE except a couple people Jessica Tawil and Jennifer Zamorano i only stayed in touch with those two until i lost touch with jennifer and got in to a huge fight with jessica and i had no one left i wasn’t COMPLETELY alone i had Marissa Too but my “Companionship Gap” was void i was missing a-lot of what i felt i needed These are my true feelings…well i’m back in cliffside and i only talk to Jennifer in school and she sometimes comes to my house for pizza and fun stuff like that but i don’t talk to anyone else in school but her and Eric Q (Love you eric<3) sometimes christine and out of school i talk to Brandy & Jessica when i can i cant always talk to her because she’s usualy busy with her other friends and i feel alone sometimes but the point of this is i don’t understand how when i’m miles away from everyone iv ever met and be so close with them and then to move back and see them everyday and not hear or speak a single word to them? i came back because i missed my friends and as i see them daily its as if they don’t care enough to talk to me our changed friendships have completely un affected them and i don’t get it? if i was to move back to Pennsylvania everyone would probably start talking to me again but i don’t know i just needed to get some feelings out thats all :/ i miss the people i used to talk to its 4:33 and i’m done Come Back Into My Life. Please?

I'm going to
open a store next to Forever 21 and name it Finally 22. 

The more i get to know people
                       the more i love my horse