Quotes added on Tuesday, January 10 2012

Some Of Us Say We'd Rather Have Something Than Nothing At
All ...But The Truth Is, To have 
Something Halfway Is Harder
Than Having Nothing At All.


Tonight, I cried. But it wasn't because I was sad; they were happy tears...
Because I realize I hadn't lost you.





Everyone's always saying how it sucks
to be in the "friend zone" .   Honestly, I
would love  to be in the  "friend zone".
It seems like I'm  always stuck over here in the

"I don't exist zone".          

 


I'm ugly
Anyone who faves this disagrees.
Repost if you have ever been called ugly.

I cut. Problem?

 

Me: I wish you were here
Trevor; I am; In your heart<3

 

Me; Awuh Baby:')

NMF

I put the "pro"
in procrastination.  

I guess
I should've been
more like her..

 

If only you knew.
If only you knew what goes on in my head. What vile, scary, angry, hate-filled thoughts come into my head. If only you knew that every day, I put up with fighting, yelling, bitter nights and pure resentment. If only you knew that I hate my family. That I like when they're gone and I'm home alone, because I finally get a break from the hell they create. If only you knew I feel like a monster. I wish I was normal. I need help. If only you knew that what's worse for me than the fighting, is the ignoring. I'm never listened to. I have to scream to be heard, and even then, sometimes it doesn't work. If only you knew that I'm alone, unhappy, crazy and sullen. If only you knew that my smile is only here when I'm at school. I hide behind it to keep people from figuring out how much is wrong with me. If only you knew that I'm made fun of day-in and day-out. That even when my friends do it, it kills me. If only you knew that I really need extreme help. If only you knew that I want to tell someone, but I can't. I can't tell anyone. Nobody listens. Nobody cares. I am minute, hated, invisible and a waste. Maybe people do know, though. They just don't care, and like that I suffer. If only you knew my family, friends and everyone else's words made me contemplate suicide. If only you knew that I'll never like myself. If only you knew that I'm only living for two people. If only you knew that the only two important people in my life are far away. If only you knew that the reason I'm so drawn into things like books, writing, music, fandoms and school is because it's all that's ever been there for me. People never have been. I depend on those things to keep me happy, sane, and able to survive another day. If only you knew how chaotic I am, my life is, everything about me is, how paranoid I am.
IF ONLY YOU KNEW ME.

"That song is so old!"
That's a strange way of pronouncing awesome...

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