She's a screw up.
When things start to go right, she screws it
all up.She cries herself to sleep in shame of
who she is. She looks in the mirror
&instead of self "pep-talks" she tells
herself everything she's done wrong. All she
wants is someone to love her for who she is.
To be able to please her parents, teachers,
and friends all at the same time. To feel
comfortable in her own skin. To not hate
herself. She really is nice. She is very
smart and talented. She writes in her journal
everynight before bed. She just wants
to be accepted &forget the past. I just
hate to remind you, that she, is
me. {.♥.}
I'm so sick and tired of being
every guys second choice...why can't i ever be picked first?
Why does there always have to be another girl involved? I just
don't understand... :'(