I’ve really done it now. How can one 15 year old girl, ruin
someone’s life like that? I really don’t even know what
to do anymore. I was talking to him on Facebook, and it turns out
his parents are looking for a place to live in
NewYork…because of me. Because they’re so fed up with
him causing all that trouble, and all because of me. I’ve
taken away his friends, because he only cherished me, and stopped
socializing with his friends. I’ve taken away his integrity,
because he’s lied so much for me, nobody trusts him anymore.
I’ve taken away his pride, because I was so terrible to him,
and all he did was try to love me, nobody respects him anymore.
I’ve taken away his happiness, because he has this heart made
of gold, filled with so much love for the people he cares about,
well I’ve ruined those relationships. Now I’m taking
away the last thing he has, his life. Because he met me his life in
the suburbs, and a better education is going down the drain,
because his parents feel I’m nothing but trouble. Well,
they’re right, I am nothing but
trouble .
I’ve ruined him. The only boy I’ve ever loved this
much…. it’s over. I
caused so much pain and trouble for myself and others, but he had
to be the one to pay for it All
I ever wanted was love.