You probably aren't ever going to read
this... But I'm going to write it anyway.
Well, I love you so much. Probably more than we
both will ever realize. You're stunning whether you believe me
or not. You're my other half. Nothing could ever break us apart
again. My days would be much duller without you. I don't know
what I'd do if I didn't have you.
We've had so many memories together, and I
miss them all. I wish I could like rewind time and just go back to
them. We have been through so much between this year and last year.
Since last year, in seventh grade, you have been by my side through
You're always there when I need you.
Always. You know Everything about me. There isn't anything I
haven't told you. I trust you with my life, literally. You mean
the world to me. I seriously would be so lost without you. I'm
so glad I met you. I was missing out on one of the most amazing
people to be friends with. How we met, well, I met you because you
were dating my close friend in Sixth grade. When he pointed you out
in the hallway, because stupid me had no idea who you were, when he
pointed you out to me... The only thing I had on my mind that day
was my f*cking god. She's f*ucking flawless. I thought you were
one of the most beautiful girls I'd ever seen. To this day, I
still think that. Babygirl, you don't have to like him now, but
he's the one who caused us to meet in the long run. Think about
it... If you guys weren't together, I might not even know who
you are today.
Without him, I don't know if I'd be
texting you everyday, all day.. Writing you notes during Spanish
instead of listening... Walking the long way in hopes of seeing
you, and maybe making my day a bit brighter.... And yeah... I made
a mistake last year, with what I did. It was horrible. I still feel
horrible about it. By now, I'm in hopes that you forgave me for
my stupid idiotic mistake. Now, I know, never to ever ever ever do
that again. I don't need too, I found out which one of you two
actually stuck by me through everything. Yeah, her and I may have
been together all the time and sh*t like that, but it should've
been you. It should've. I'm never leaving you again.
I'm here to stay this time. I made a huge mistake.
Now, I know what I was missing out on.
You're amazing. I seriously don't ever want to live a day
wihtout you. Nope. I can't. There is no way I'd be able to
do that. No way in hell. I love you too much to let you go again. I
was missing out on something so perfect, that I'm lucky enough
to get this second chance. I'm not going to ruin it this time.
You and I are going to be each others maids of honor. Each others
god mothers for our children. We are going to stay like this
forever. I don't want anything to change between us.
I love you, with everything I have in me. Nothing less.