Quotes added on Tuesday, March 6 2012

I like boys, who like girls that eat carrots. ♥

Buried Love:

Chapter 18

I quickly got out of my bed, and turned on the news.
My mouth immediately dropped, there was a car tipped over.
It was Alex's car. I started bawling my eyes out, and my heart sunk;
I looked down, and couldn't watch the news anymore,
I was so mean to him even when my mom said to be nice, I didin't listen. I never did.
I'm a bad daughter, a bad best friend, and most importantly a bad girlfriend.
I wanted to shoot myself, but then I realized all my five years growing my daddy always said,
"Be strong babygirl" I heard his voice in my head.
I started crying my eyes out even more, I couldn't take it.
I turned off the T.V. and ran downstairs,
"Where do you think your going?" My mom said.
"None of your buisness!" I shouted,
I ran out the front door and ran down the street and there was Alex's car,
I cried my eyes out, and ran towards the car.
A guy that was there blocking the street off approached me,
"Ma'am, do you know this man?" He curiously asked.
"Yeah, I'm his ex girlfriend/best -- "
He didin't let me finish, I was stuttering too damn much.
"Yeah, your best friend. Well, he left a note in the car."
He paused for a second,
"I'm guessing it's for you." He sighed, and looked down
"We will help all we can, but he looks pretty injured"
I opened the note, and I read to myself
"Hey hun, I know that we have our up's and down's but whatever happens, know that I love you; with all my heart. You were my everything -- Alyssa came onto me; I never meant for us to end like this. But tomorrow I'm suppose to be moving.  I love you, please never forget that or think that I don't.
Goodbye"
I cried my eyes out and kept it in my pocket,
He was in the back of an ambulance
"May I go in the back?" I asked trying not to cry or stutter while I was talking to them
"Yes" They said
They opened the door and I seen him,
I ran inside the ambulance without saying thank you, I held his hand.
He was so cold and numb.
I looked at him and my tears fell down his cheek,
I looked down, and said
"I'm sorry, I really am" I sighed, and bit my bottom lip.
"I love you." I whispered to myself.

  

 

Hey pretty girl, can I have this dance
And the next one after that
Gonna make your mind there's a real good chance
Hey pretty girl, can I have this chance

Hey pretty girl, it feels so right
Just like it's meant to be
All wrapped up in my arms so tight
Hey pretty girl, it feels so right

Life's a lonely, winding ride
Better have the right one by your side
Happiness don't drag its feet
Time moves faster than anything

All of these things you'll never remember,

Are the things I know I'll never forget.

One day you'll ask me,
"which is more important to you, me or your life?"
i'll say "my life" & you'll leave me w/o even 
knowing that you're my life..

Me:No its fine
Him:You sure....
Me:Yeah.....
Inside my head .......(nooo its fine... its just another scar...Burn..Day without sleep... Day without eating)
HimYou promise your okay ?
Me..Yeah.... sure....
In my head..... (why cant you just realize...why cant you see all the pain....... )


REAL LIFE CONVERSATION BETWEEN ME AND A GUY.... oh well ... its true... just another scar.... <//3

Whenever you are lost, I know that we can find you standing outside screaming at the sky.






 

i wish more than anything...
 

that i could believe you really love me