Buried Love:
Chapter 26
The
movie was over about two hours later, and I got up really
fast
"Slow down" Alex said really fast.
He knew why I was scared, I never liked drama.
I sighed, and waited for him to get up; he held my hand and I
smiled;
His grandma came down and she was holding onto her cane.
"You two can go without me, I'll be there in a few
minutes"
She started shaking and I went over there, and helped her get
down
"Thank you darlin'"She smiled, and I looked away
smiling
Alyssa went down, and she was rolling her eyes
Alex looked at her and bit his bottom lip,
I knew what was going on
"Are they flirting with eachother?" I thought to
myself
I sighed, and he looked away pretending nothing just
happened.
I just let that go, although I was pretty depressed when he bit
his lip.
After five minutes I got her down, she smiled and we went
outside
It was really cloudy, and it started raining
"Oh gosh!" His grandmother complained
I giggled and Alex kissed me on the lips
I was shocked, I've always wanted to be kissed in the
rain!
He grabbed my hand, and opened the car for me
I went inside, and my hair was already wet
I giggled, and looked at him
He changes my mood really quick,
A few moments later, his grandmother came inside the car
"Wow, it is storming out there!"
I looked out the window, as she was speaking to Alex
I sighed because he was going to move tomorrow,
That's all Alex and his grandma was talking about.
Moving,moving,moving!
I tried to hold back my tears and I took a deep breath
His grandma drove off, and 15 minutes later we arrived to
Alex's moms house
I opened the car door, and got out really fast.
He opened the house door for me and I went inside.
All there was, was packed boxes.
I started crying
"I'm going to miss you" I said to Alex
He held me tight, and he looked down at me
"I love you" He whispered
"Please, don't cry"
.
So I'm not really
sure if any of you have noticed that I have been away for..
awhile. Me as in RealMe has been going through a very horrible
time in my life and didn't want to put down any of my
dolls. But yesterday I reached my breaking point and cut off a
lot of my hair without remembering I did it because of anxiety
and depression. Yes, it was better my hair than my wrists but
now I realize that I do have a problem. The worst part is that
I did it because I didn't feel like i fit in with my own
skin. I spent my day trashing myself and listening to other
people's rash comments on my apperance and just me as a
person. The worst part is that no one saw it coming because I
put on a smile everyday and pretended I'm fine. I did get
my hair cut and evened out through so I updated my RealMe
picture.SOO my advice to every single one of you is to NEVER
listen to anyone. You're all freaking beautiful even if no
one else thinks so and if they don't think you're
beautiful then discard them from their life and they could all
screw themselves. I love all of you. So much ♥
Stay strong for me.
-
Barbie
♥