suicide
i had a sub today and she told a story about a suicide...
she used to be a teacher at a school in rock island, illinois. and
there was a boy that would always dress in black, he never had self
confindence, and he would always say he was gunna kill himself.
after school he would go work at his dads store. and one day my sub
went in there to buy some stuff and she over heard the boy talking
to his mom really fast and his mom says hay slow down i cant
understand. and the boy says dont worry mom this is the last time i
will talk fast. and those were the last words my sub ever heard
from that boy. and that night he called his ex girl friend and said
he was gunna kill himself and she didnt believe him and his dad had
owned a gun shop so he got a gun and the last thing that girl heard
was the gun shot.
the story really got to me. it made me sad for the rest of the day.
im still sad now. because that sub looked at me the whole time and
so did about 5 other poeple in my class. all because i never say a
word in class, i lack self confidence, and i wear black. well they
have a reason to stare.
thanks for reading this for those who did.
sad story huh?