i
want a really sweet boy, a boy that would give me his
hoodie when im cold, hug
my waist from behind. i want a boy with nice eyes, with a
great personality, sweet, funny, romanic, serious but silly at
times. i want a boy that if i was sad he wouldnt leave me
alone until i smiled. i want a boy that could make me laugh more
than anybody else, a boy that would hold me closer when im
sick, I want a boy who will
move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me. i want a boy
who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls
jealous. i want a boy who thinks I'm b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l, a boy
who will sing to me at random moments. i want a boy who lets me
sleep on his chest, a boy that will tell his mother I have
beautiful eyes, a boy who will bring me orange juice when I'm
sick. i want a boy who writes songs about me because he
doesn't know any other way to tell me how he feels. i want a
boy who knows the right things to say at the right times, a
boy who will call me 3 times a day if he went away. i want a boy
who will apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many
times I tell him its okay, he'd still do it, a boy who will
let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything I
say. i want a boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when I
acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times. i
want a boy who will write me notes in class, and give me flowers
every once in a while for no real reason at all. but mostly I
want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for
me.
but im
never going to
find him.
Please...help...</3
I give up. I
really liked him and he left. Every single
guy has found something wrong with me. I'm
not good enough...for anyone. Every time I think
I found a guy I'll be with for awhile,
someone else steals them away. And it's
always on accident. I haven't been this down
on myself in a long, long time. It's been
over a month since I last took out that dreaded
thing. I don't want to. I feel like I need
it. I know it's terrible...please, anyone...I
don't even feel good enough for my family
anymore. I almost lost my best guy friend this
weekend. I'm kind of hoping 2012 is the end
of the world because it sure as hell feels like
the worst year of my life. I swear I'm not
just seeking attention or anything like that. I
wanna know what others have done. How have you
gotten through this? Break ups, broken heart,
losing the one you love, letting GO of the one
you love,falling in love again, bulimia,
anorexia, cutting, nervousness, insecurity,
suicide-anything will help.
Please.
I'm begging
you.
♥
nmf
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