I had to go to the varsity
softball game today. I'm on the sophomore team. It was
mandatory to go by my coach who hates me and instead of
letting me play he pulls up a freshman and benches me. We have 6
games left in the season and I've batted maybe 10 times. Were
18-10. everyone on my so called "team" hates me and
I had to sit with them today as I froze my butt off and felt like
crying because of what seemed to be people laughing and pointing at
me. I'm bullied
in school and on the field. Its gotten so bad today I had to go to
my counsuler in the middle of the day.. Crying. I feel so
ugly every day and I'm
so insecure I hate myself. I know no one
will want to read this and no one wil care, But I needed to
vent.