Quotes added on Thursday, May 17 2012
How convinient.
I am sick. It feels like I've been swallowing sandpaper, and
there's so much pressure in my sinuses that I can feel it in
my teeth and eyeballs and it's like they are being pushed out
of my face. Timing could not have been worse. I am going to a
concert on Saturday. That means if I am not better in two days, I
will be coughing and sneezing all over a few hundred people and
will probably cause my head to explode. I am going to that
concert and I am going to have a motherf**king good time no
matter what and I will sing every single word at the top of my
lungs and mosh furiously, but it would be so much better if I
could just get well by then. Unfortunately you can't cure a
cold and there is very little effective treatment for symptoms so
I guess I'll just keep clenching my teeth and pushing my
eyeballs back into my head and drinking water and eating soup and
hating everything.
I want my boyfriend to be jealous.
PaRaDise ♥
~ Just need to
vent~
I'm tired of meeting someone new,
because
you see,
everyone
always wants to be the one:
to make the "weird girl" with the trust
issues,
trust them, and after a while it slowly
works,
and
as soon as you're almost there,
they just
don't care.
They leave, just
like everyone before them.
Of
course that would be my fault,
because only I would be so stupid to fall for
it,
every-single-time, time and time
again.
365 Days
Chapter
30
Amanda tried on
all of her outfits, and she only had to return one. Connor
didn't have to return any, and I was next. I knew my dad
wasn't going to let me keep my Bob Marley shirt, so I hid it.
In the end, I only wasn't aloud to keep one thing, one of my
shirts that said 'drunk as sh*t' and I was ok with that,
because I could buy it later by myself. I could tell that
Scar's mother didn't like me. She was super nice to
Connor and Amanda, but she was harsh on me, calling all my
outfits, 'Inapropriate for a young lady' I just wanted to
deck her. I don't think anyone has gotten to me faster. Dad
sent us upstairs to make a quick snack because he had to go to
his home office to do work. We only had four more days and then
Scar, Sarah, and Alex would be home. I ran upstairs and cuddled
Clide under my batman blanket. I had thrown my hair up in a bun,
and I was listening to music. Amanda came knocking on my door so
I told her to come in.
"What are you doing?" She asked
"Nothing, hanging with Clide." I said hugging him
tighter.
"Wanna take a walk?" She asked.
I nodded my head and put on some uggs. We asked Connor if he
wanted to come, and he said no, so we left.
Well we were walking down the road, two boys came riding up on
bikes.
"Hey Manda." One said
"Hey Jake." She said back, waving
"Having a fun summer?" He asked
"Yeah, meeting new family, pretty interesting. You?"
She asked
"I'm doing good. See you when school starts." He
said smiling and riding away.
I bumped Amanda's shoulder and smiled.
"I think someone Likes you."
Me:
Guy:
Me:
Guy:
Me:
Guy:
Me:
Guy:
Me: Shouldn't your pants be on fire or something?
God, I hate math class.
