Quotes added on Sunday, May 20 2012
30
Day Self Harm Recovery challenge
Day #12~~Where do you keep your ‘tools’? (Your
room, in a box, disposed of them?)
I have a screw, a
razor, and a safety pin in a box from when I bought a necklace
inside another box with all my jewelry
you have no idea how much you mean to me.
I've been feeling so utterly alone lately
& I hate it. I hate it with all my heart. all my soul. all my mind.
It just feels like all of a sudden everyone decided they weren't going to care anymore.
MYSELF
As somebody else
to see what I'm like to other people♥
Sometimes The Person You Really
Need
Is The Person You Didn't
Think You
Wanted.
One Direction Moment #13
They don't see the
tears I cried
the fears I hide..
YWhatMakesYouBeautifulY
A
One Direction Fan Fiction
Chapter 1 Part 9
Stacey’s voice was
completely serious. I had no choice but to smile a little bit.
She cared about me so much. And I wouldn’t put it past her
to go insane on someone that tried to hurt me again. Knowing her,
she would do it.
“You don’t have to be afraid anymore, girly. The past
is the past. I promise it won’t happen to you
again.” She grabbed onto my hand and gave it a tight
squeeze.
“I love you, Stace,” I said genuinely.
“I love you too baby sis. I’m glad we have each
other.”
“Me too,” I smiled. I thought back to meeting the
boys. Maybe Stacey was right. Maybe I should start putting myself
out there. But the more I thought about it, the scarier the idea
got. No matter what I will always fear being treated the way I
was treated before. Nothing could stop that. I thought back to
all the guys who had ever asked me out. None of them were who I
was looking for anyways. I had always hoped that the one guy that
I was destined to be with would be the one who would make me
forget all about what happened to me before. Someone who would
make me feel like I was floating. I remembered a corny story my
mom once told my sister and I about “heart singing.”
When she had met dad, she said she heard her heart singing so
loud she thought she would go deaf. I still don’t
understand exactly what that ever meant but I guessed it was a
very surreal feeling that you can’t really describe.
Nonetheless I wanted that feeling.
After Stacey got ready, we both decided to find the nearest tool
shop to get some paint and tiles. Walking down the driveway
and into the city I realized we were missing
something.
