Quotes added on Monday, May 21 2012

I am sorry I dont meet your standards.
Im sorry I am not the same.
Im sorry that my life has been screwed over and twisted.
I am sorry I am not the same.
I am sorry you've got no idea what is going on in my life.
I am sorry I even tried to save our friendship.

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brokenhearted21
friendship

Im slowly falling apart. Piece by piece. Tear by tear. The only sad part is, no one is even there to keep me together.

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delps2451
vent

i know it's not good, its my first story

Unbroken <3
Chapter One

*buzz buzz* the alarm clock rings. ‘’Anna wake up! ‘’ my mother yelled from downstairs but I ignore her and continue sleeping. ‘’Anna , did you not hear me? GET UP!’’ ‘’ok im up , im up ‘’ I said. It’s the first day of school , I’m entering 8th grade, and I gotta admit I’m really nervous. I never thought I’d feel this way, I mean every year it’s the same thing but I had a really strange feeling about this year. As I come down the stairs I see my dad drinking his coffee and reading his newspaper, my mom is making breakfast. Its weird seeing them so quiet. ‘’sweetie would you like some toast? ‘’ ‘’ we got eggs, bacon, ham , what would you like to have?’’ mom said. ‘’ uh , I’m not hungry’’ I replied . ‘’Not hungry?’’ you can’t go to school on an empty stomach’’ ‘’ I guess I’ll have some cereal’’ ‘’ you need to start eating better , that’s not healthy for you.’’ ‘’yeah whatever’’ I got in the car, my dad was driving me to school, we were getting closer to school. Then we pulled off. ‘’I’ll be here at 3:30 probably , if you don’t see me, go home walking’’ ‘’ k later. ‘’ I said as I kissed him on the cheek and got out of the car. ‘’ugh , it was SO hot! ‘’ I could feel my sweat through my clothes. And if that wasn’t bad enough my shirt was black, so it was even hotter!’’ ‘’ there you are!’’ I yelled across the campus to my friend Liz. ‘’hey I missed you dork! ‘’I missed you too!’’ we had a 30 second hug, ahh we were besties. ‘’ so how was this morning’’ ? liz said. ‘’ well you know , just like any other ordinary morning.’’ ‘’ really, well that’s good I guess.’’ ‘’well this summer was great ugh why did it have to end?’’ I said. ‘’ I know right!’’ liz said. Well that day ended, it was a pretty good day at school, its amazing how I can be happy for 6 hours, then come home wake up from my dream and live a nightmare. *knock knock* dad opened the door. I had to walk today , he didn’t pick me up, as always he never kept his promises. Well I got inside, got dressed into my pj’s , ate and then went to watch some TV, as I was about to turn it on I heard my parents screaming again. Everyday was a nightmare in that house. ‘’please , mom dad , stop ‘’ they never listened. They never cared… I was sick and tired of always living like this, I couldn’t take it anymore. Then suddenly, I did the craziest thing ever, I promised myself I wouldn’t do it again, but it was my only escape. I ran upstairs, locked myself in my room, I broke down in tears. ‘’WHY ME?’’ I questioned myself. ‘’why doesn’t anyone like me? Why can’t I be perfect?’’ There’s a bathroom inside my room. I opened the drawer filled with razors, blades, scissors. I had this feeling I wanted it to go away. I grabbed the sharpest blade there was. I was crying so much I felt like I was running out of tears, but not of pain. Slowly , I ran the blade through my right arm first, then my left and ended with 27 cuts both arms. ‘’ Oh I feel lightheaded , I’m so dizzy’’ I saw everything blurry .. crazy thoughts went through my head, all because I cut myself. I was hallucinating , I didn’t feel good at all. ‘’ what have I done?’’ I thought. I went too deep this time. I saw everything black , my last words repeated ‘’what have I done’’ ‘’what have I done’’ as slowly everything faded away and I passed out.

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itsthelittlethingsthatbreakmedown
story

I need to vent.

I'm fourteen. I met a guy when I was thirteen. He

was fourteen. We fell in love, noone can tell me it wasn't real..

because I know it was. But that's besides the point.. we talked

every single day, had tons of jokes, it was perfect and

exactly what I wanted. We dated for nine months.. it was perfect.

About one month into the relationship he told me he used to do drugs

I was going to leave him.. I told him he had to stop.

He did. Cold turkey. For me. I was so proud of him.

He had a friend.. who got addicted when he did.. however,

his friend was too far gone to stop when Tristan, my boyfriend did.

Awhile after he quit.. 4 months or so, his friend, got shot in a

drug bust. He felt it should've been him.. because he got him

addicted in the first place. I was there for him.. told him it

wasn't his fault. I thought he was better. Two months later, it had

been six months since his friend passed. Tristan said he couldn't

take it. Next thing I know, I get a call from his mom, saying he

Commited Suicide.

I was devastated.I didn't believe it at first, thought it was a cruel joke then

it hit me.. The love of my life was gpne. I bawled for weeks on end, it was

terrible. Anyways....What I'm trying to say is.. It's been six months now.. and

It's hurting, bad. Things have been going on in my life.. and I always just wish

I could talk to him.. but I can't. God, someone, anyone.. tell me how to get

over this.

I love you Tristan.. no matter what. We both promised forever, and I'm keeping

that promise. I'm not forgetting Peru (; You're my "One Love" and that's " All I

Want"

Foreverand Ever..<3

I

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bieberbabee
love

Listen to the MUSTN'TS , Child
Listen to the DON'TS
Listen to the SHOULDN'TS
The IMPOSSIVLES, the WON'TS
Listen to the NEVER HAVES
Then listen close to me--
Anything can happen, Child
ANYTHING CAN BE .