Quotes added on Tuesday, May 29 2012

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PEOPLE WILL . . .

hate you . . .
rate you . . .
shake you and break you . . .
but how strong you stand is what . . .
MAKES YOU.

I am having a really bad day guys.... 

I really need someone to cheer me up

Please comment something that will cheer me up

Ignore this as you probably would any other plain quote. I just need to vent.
All right, so back in middle school I was bullied. I got called fat, nerdy, and weird. I got tripped getting off the bus multiple times. I got a door shut on me (the girl attempted to shut the door while I was still between the doorway and the door and then pressed it as hard as she could as she insulted me). I got laughed at for a lot of things--I hated ever going in front of the class because people snicker at me and still do even today. I lost three very important people in my life all within 5 months (one in june, one in july, and one in november). I found one of my journals from 5th grade the other day (I'm 16 now) that said "why can't I be thin and pretty." Me as a FIFTH grader said that. I guess I've been on the wanting to lose weight boat for as long as I can remember.m Things get to me way too easily. I hold onto negative comments forever. When people DO say I'm pretty (which is a rare occasion) I've come to where I say thankyou but I never believe them. I don't see anything pretty about myself. I hate the way I look. I know perfection doesn't exist... but I'll never even come close. I have an amazing boyfriend... his parents hate me though. One of my friends spilled a secret of mine to some people.Around december of 2011, a wall sort of hit me. I started being in a bad mood like 99% of the time. More recently, I sort of lost interest in choir... which used to be like my life .I picked up self harm (cutting) back in december and now I have scars all over... I can't stop though.  My parents found out and now I go to a counselor. I hate it. The lady is awkward and nothing is getting better.  She even told me at my last appointment, "I feel like I've hit a wall with you... I don't get you." Like, what? That is her job! And so now I'm supposed to go to some different counselor meaning I have to tell another complete stranger all about my life. As far as my counselor knows, I haven't had suicidal thoughts since back in middle school. That is a complete lie though. There's not a day that I don't think about it. I don't want to... but it seems as though it is the only way out of things. I just want to be done with everything. I know people have it worse than me,,, but,,, just... augh. I guess if you read this, thanks.

I dont want anyone to take him away from me like they've taken everyne else.