It doesn't get easier,
knowing that your bestfriend living next door to you is dead for 4
years now,
knowing that your childhood bestfriend since preschool isn't
what you expected to be like now,
the person you love and want to see hasnt come back since 4 years
ago,
to be strong all the time,
to be happy all the time,
forgetting about the people you once knew,
replaying the memories in your head to know how much has changed
since then,
to keep your head held high all the time,
to keep people close to you,
knowing that you had to be some mistake.