This is just a
vent.
I don't even wanna breathe right now. I'm so
numb. I'm so hurt. I'm so broken. I wish I could get
all of this out. But I can't. I don't trust anyone, not
even myself. I feel so alone.. And none of this is gonna get
better. I'm not being suicidal, I just.. :( I don't
know what to do. </3