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It's scary how ready our
generation is for the
Zombie
Apocalypse
-ImNotWeirdUrNormal
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Chapter 12
Liam's
P.O.V
The four of us sat in
Niall's room, watching as he dissapeared from veiw, off
to have his frickin brain surgery. I cringed just at
the thought of he word. After he had gone, all was
quiet.
"Well, mates" Louis said trying to sound cheery,
"Might as well go get something to eat and get cleaned
up. It'll be a few hours before he's
back."
We all grunted our agreement and headed out the door, down
the hall, and to the lift. When we got outside, it was
raining quiet hard, and the wind chilled me to the bone.
Even the weather seemed to be reflecting how we were
all feeling. The car we'd called for arrived within
minutes and we climbed inside. We agreed on McDonalds,
since it was close to the hotel and we could walk there after
we'd finished eating.
I ordered a double cheese burger and fries, though I
didn't eat much.
When we finally arrived back at the hotel, escaping a small
group of fans that had gathered around us on our short trip,
I went to my room and slumped onto the bed. Everything
jsut felt wrong. I didn't know how else to explain
it other than wrong.
I took a quick shower and threw on a random plaid shirt,
jeans and high tops.
When I returned to the living area of the suite, I found
Louis and Harry watching some mindless TV program, and Zayn
came into the room at about the same time as me.
"ready?" was the only word spoken, cutting through
the silence like a hot knife as it left Louis' mouth.
Niall still wasn't back when we returned to his room.
We switched on the TV brought by a nurse, but I
didn't pay attention. It was almost 2 o'clock.
It had been almost 6 hours that he'd been gone.
I stood at the window, gazing out over the city, every
possible bad though sneaking it's way into my mind.
Before I knew it, tears were streaming down my face.
"Liam?" I turned at the sound of my name.
Zayn was watching me nervously. He walked over to
me, pulling me into a tight hug. I hugged him back and
he whispered in my ear "It'll be alright mate, I
promise"
He pulled back and looked at me "Liam, I think you ought
to get some sleep. You look tired"
"I'm exhausted" I replied simply
"Then come snuggle with me!" Harry giggled
"Ahem?" Louis looked at Harry scoldingly. I
just laughed. Possibly the first real laugh that had
escaped my throat in days.
I flopped down onto the couch with Harry and layed back
against him, feeling my eyes droop closed almost immediatly.
"Wake me up when Niall gets back, yeah?"
"'Course" Zayn replied.
I woke up to the sound of laughter. It seemed strange.
I let my eyes flutter open to see I had been layed down
across the couch, abandoned by Harry the Human Pillow.
I turned to see The boys sitting next to Niall's
bed, chatting away like nothing was wrong. wait,
Niall?
"Niall?" I called, sitting up
"Well, hey there sleeping beauty. I thought you
were gonna nap the whole day away!" he joked
I moved beside his bed and looked at him closley. He
actually seemed to be alot better. He was perked up, his eyes
gleaming bright blue with their usual happy shine. I
sighed in releif. He was ok again. Our Niall was
back.
There are no stupid questions, just stupid people.
I waited my whole life for you,
'cause I was saving myself for you♥
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Chapter 11The look on Dillon's face was priceless. "I got us a dog."
"I can see that. What I don't understand is why you got the dog."
"I figured you could use a friend that isn't imaginary."
"Hardy har har. She's a cutie. What's her name?" I'm glad Dillon warmed up to her right away. I was actually afraid that I'd have to give her back. I've already grown to love her.
"Her name's Bullet."
"I don't want to know do I?"
"Let's just say don't let her outside without a leash." I go and grab a cup and fill it with milk.
"Ok sounds good. And hey are you and Emma good friends?" He says this as I'm taking a sip of my milk. I start to choke. I don't stop hacking and coughing until minutes later.
"I wouldn't say that."
"Oh ok. Because if you were I was going to ask if you could put in a good word for me."
I think I see a little vulnerability in Dillon's eyes. Dillon doesn't ask a lot of me so when he does I feel like I should do it. I mean he does everything for me why not do one little thing for him. I don't know why he likes Emma. I don't think she's all that pretty. But hey that's probablly my petty side talking. "Yeah sure Dillon I'll try." He smiles at me.
"Thanks."
The cafe is packed tonight. Everyone just kind of ignores me. That's good. I don't feel like dealing with anybody today. Alec is in the way corner. I walk over there. He hasn't ordered yet. Good. I'm starved and if he hasn't ordered that means I can order. "Hey."
He looks up at me and says "Hey." Wow we are some real social butterflies.
I sit down across from him. The waitress comes and I order 2 chocolate muffins, and a chocolate shake. Alec orders coffee. I must look like a pig. Oh well if he doesn't like it that's his own problem I'm not going to change my eating habits for him. "Soooooo about yesterday."
I nod. "Yeah it's just that I wasn't ready."
"What do you mean?"
"As I said before I used to have a boyfriend. He died in the accident."
"Yeah I know all this."
"It's just that we were super close. I just can't seem to get him out of my head. No matter how hard I try all of them are there. They lurk in my memories. When I try to do something they pop up. They hold me back. I can't seem to do anything or meet anyone. I've tried so hard. Nothing seems to work though."
Before he can say something the waitress comes back. She sets are stuff down. She makes sure she gives Alec a beaming smile before she leaves. I laugh a little. "What's so funny?"
"Didn't you notice that waitress? She was trying to get your attention."
"No. I was too busy watching you."
"Ok well anyways that's why I ran away when you kissed me. Oh and when I ran away at the party."
"Things are starting to become a little clearer now. I also have something to say. It's probably not as important as what you had to say but still it needs to be said. I'm Jake's cousin. We were really close when he was alive. We emailed eachother about every month or so. He talked about you a lot. You were in every email. He said that you were everything he wanted in a girl. Sweet, funny, eats a lot, never knows when to lay off the sarcasm, strong, doesn't let anyone tell her what to do, and protective. I came to this school to find that person. When I saw you in the office the first day I crossed you off the list immediatly. I mean with what I thought I saw on your arms and everything. I actually thought it was Emma. She seemed like the girl he described. Now that I've gotten to know you I see it in you. It wasn't there at first. But when you got comfortable with me it started to happen."
I downed the first muffin easily. The second muffin was becoming a little harder. He's almost right. I was that girl that Jake described to him. Was being the keyword. The only reason I am that now is because of Alec. He brought the real me back. It wasn't that I was shy it was that I was broken. Well at least I now know why I seemed to think a lot of James whenever he's around. "This is starting to put a couple pieces together for me. And it wasn't because I was shy that you didn't see those traits. It's because I lost those traits and you brought them back."
I feel a tap on my shoulder. Oh come on! Why can't she just leave me alone for just one day? "I just wanted to ask if you could put in a good word for me with your brother."
"Fine whatever, just go away."
For the first time I think I see Emma flinch. "Look I'm sorry about the way I acted towards you. It--"
"Saying 'sorry' won't make me put in a good word for you. I could care less about what you said and did to me. But if you even dare to hurt my brother I promise you will be very sorry."
She nods weakly and walks away. I turn to Alec and say, "Before anyone else tries to bother us do you want to go somewhere else?"
"Yeah sure. But where?"
I sit there and think for a bit. I'm starting to forget the past but it's not gone all the way. It's still haunting me. But that's going to happen. I think I know how to lessen the way the past haunts me a little more. I just don't know if I'm ready. I don't even know if Alec would want to see the place I visit. The place nobody dares go to anymore. I do it as a reminder to not go to far in the cutting. To keep myself alive. It's also a really pretty place. If it was surrounded by sadness there would be more people there. I take a deep breath and make my decision. "I have a place that you might like to see."
"Where's that?"
"The place the party was at. It's a lake." He nods. I take that as a sign that he wants to go see the place his cousin was killed. Or well the place where he was before the accident that killed him. It's also the last time I ever felt complete. But Alec may be changing that for me.
