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Circles
We're goin in
Circles
Dizzy's all it make us
We know where it takes us.
We've been before
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Would it make you feel better,
to watch me while I
bleed?
- Skyscraper by Demi
Lovato
When i was younger and we went out to eat, i would always take the money my parents left on the table because i thought they forgot it.
I'm tired of trying, sick of crying, I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying.
Time started: 11:55 pm
Gender: Female
Birthday: February 4th 1999
Siblings: 1Brother,1Stepbrother,1Stepsister
Eye color: Blue but they kinda change with my mood
Shoe size: 7
Height: Almost 5'
What are you wearing: Bikini under pajama bottoms
Where do you live: U.S.A.
Righty or lefty: Righty
Who is your closest friend: Nancy or Jami
Best place for a date? Movies
Fave Color?: Blue or Green
Fave Number: 24
Fave Boys Name: Kyle
Fave Girls Name: Lauren
Fave Sport: Gymnastics
Fave Month: July
Fave movies: Trick R Treat
Juice: Pomagranate
Breakfast food: I dont eat breakfast...
Favorite cartoon character: Patrick :)
Given anyone a bath: Noo... My dog?
Smoked: Maybe ;)
Made yourself throw-up: Noo
Gone skinny dipping: Nope, not yet ;)
Eaten a dog: No?
Put your tongue on a frozen pole?: Yes ;D
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: Yeah
Broken a bone?: No
Played truth or dare: Yup
Been in a physical fight: I guess
Been in a police car: Not yet haha
Been on a plane: Yea
Come close to dying: Nope
Been in a hot tub: Yup
Cried when someone died: Yes
Fell off your chair: Yup
Wait for someone's phone call all night: Yeah
Saved AIM/Yahoo conversations: Yes
Saved e-mails: Yup
Fallen for one of your best guy friends: Not really
Made out with JUST a friend?: Haha yea
Used someone: No
Whats your good luck charm?: I dont have one
Best song you ever heard: Find your love- Drake
What's your bedroom like: Messy haha
Last thing you said: I love you <3
What is beside you?: My phone and the TV remote
Last thing you ate: Pizza
What kind of shampoo do you use: Swave coconut lmao
Best thing that has happened to you this year: Got a boyfriend <3
Worst thing that has happened to you this year: My parents found out about cutting
Chicken pox: No
Sore Throat: Yea but not now
Stitches: No
Broken nose: Noo
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Sure <3
Like school: LOLOLOL thats a good one! NO.
What schools have you gone to: Preschool, Elementary and im in Middle School
Eat a live hamster for $1,000,000 dollars: Maybe
If you were stuck on an island, what people would you want with you: Kyle<3
Who was the last person that called you: Jami
What makes you laugh the most?: Random stuff
What makes you smile?: Txts from my bf<3
Last person you yelled at: My stepsister
Last person that told you they love you: My boyfriend
Is your loudest friend: Michelle
Do you like filling these out?: Yersshh
Do you wear contacts or glasses: Nope
Do you like yourself: Most of the time
Do you get along with your family: Most of the time
Stolen anything over $50: Not yet...
What are you listening to right now?: Find your love- Drake
Got any awards: LOL no :{
What car do you wish to have: Audi
Where do you want to get married: Anywhere?
If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be: No freckles -_-
Good driver: I think? Idk yet
Good singer: Pretty good i guess
Have a lava lamp: Mmmhm
How many remote controls are in your house: 13
Double jointed: I dont think so
What do you dream about: Romance lawl
Last time you showered: Last night
Last time you took a bath: Uhh i dont normally take baths
Scary or happy movies: Scary!! :)
Chocolate or white chocolate: Dark or White
Root Beer or Dr. Pepper: Dr. Pepper
Vanilla or chocolate: Vanilla
Summer or winter: Summer
Silver or Gold: Silver
Diamond or pearl: Diamond
Sunset or Sunrise: Sunset
Sprite or 7up: 7up
Cats or dogs: Dogs
Coffee or tea: Either one
Phone or in person: In person
Indoor or outdoor: Either one
End Time: 12:15
My Weird
Dreams #3
Okay, so you know how in reality shows
people go crazy tooking for rooms and stuff?
Okay so me, my friends, and some other chicks I don't know
were going nuts doing just that. I run into a small, cute
kitty-themed room which was kinda tacky. My friend Stephanie
(who LOVES cats) and some pretty petite asian girl had already
claimed two of the three beds (which were smaller than a twin
size). I layed on the last one, but when I sat up my head
smacked against the low celing. I went into the next room which
was a very large open, bright, white room with large king beds,
marble floors, and more windows that walls. My best friend
Collen invited me to stay in there.
And then I woke up.
That one wasn't THAT strange.
Credit: GreenDinosaurFormats
I'm sorry.
But I NEED to
vent..
My mom:
She is controlling.
She's TOO emotional.
She used to be a total freaking druggie. Hardcore. She
started doing drugs and alcohol and all that nonsense before all
her brain cells were fully developed. Since she never fully went
through a recovery program, her brain never caught up to
her age. So it's like I'm living with a freaking 17 year
old girl that does nothing but whine and scream about how much
she hates her life and all this bullcrap.
She never does ANYTHING.
She never cooks.
She never cleans.
She puts EVERYTHING on me. It's not fair whatsoever.
I'm freaking 15. I should have a life. Not this mess I'm
living in with my insane mom.
My sister practically emancipated herself from the woman.
She used to have boyfriends that would BEAT my siblings. (before
I was born)
She had to have my brother live with her parents so he
wouldn't get abused anymore.
My sister finally told someone about my mom's boyfriend
abusing her so they put her in foster care.
They still don't talk.
When I was in 5th grade, my parents had a relapse and started
doing cocaine. They almost died from an overdose, plus I guess
their little dealer-guy, or "life ruiner", as I call
him poisoned it.
My mom lied to me and said my dad was in the hospital just
because he was super sick and he couldn't talk on the phone
because he was so tired.
No.
He was in the hospital.
Once they got him stable, the cops came and took him straight to
jail. He was there for 5 days.
DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO HAVE TO GO WITH YOUR PARENTS TO
THE PROBATION OFFICE FOR DRUG TESTS?!
For a freaking 5th grader, that's traumatizing as eff.
But. Enough about that.
She's just a witch.
They're clean now.
But.
Gosh.
Mother trucker.
My boyfriend:
He has no heart at all.
He hardly cares at ALL about my feelings.
He's pretty freaking selfish.
He doesn't make an effort to see me at all.
When he does, he takes it for granted.
Not to mention, he takes ME for granted.
Do you know how much other stuff I could be doing other than
stressing over him?
When I told him about how my mom and I don't get along, (not
in detail), he said "That's too bad. But you should
probably fix whatever you're doing wrong."
What. The. Mother.
He makes fun of me all the time.
He just doesn't freaking care.
At all.
My dog:
Yeah. My dog went into labor today.
My mom freaked out. Got too impatient. Almost killed the new
little puppy.
I tried to calm my mom down. I speak so nice to her when she is
upset.
Her reaction?
"You know what? You best shut the f*ck up because I am so
sick and tired of you today so just leave me the hell
alone."
Ooooooooookay, you do your thing..
There is just so much freaking more.
But. I'm glad.
Cause I have things to be thankful for..
My best friend:
She does everything for me, with me, and because of me.
I love her so much.
We can relate.
We . Are. Freaking. Soul. Sisters.
She puts up with my crazy mood fits, like this.
She is one in a million and the best thing that's ever
happened to me.
Gah. I'm crying now.
My dad:
The man. Is the best.
Without him? I dunno where the freaking mother I would be.
He went through recovery programs from all his 'wild
days'.
And you know what?
He turned out perfect.
He is my other best friend.
He teaches me so much.
About life, about boys, about stupid people like my mother, even
about pigeons. (:
He supports me through EVERY little thing.
I love you, daddy. <3
The OTHER boy:
He. Is. Perfect.
I know it's wrong.
But when I talk to my boyfriend, all I can think about is
him.
He's everything I need right now.
He helps me through everything, whether he knows it or
not.
I've liked him for soooo long.
He just didn't know it.
And then the boyfriend thing.
And now it's kinda weird.
But.
I think..no, I know it will work out somehow.
We kinda speak the same language.
I honestly do think he gets me better than anyone.
He's suuuper funny and SO sweet.
He's pretty much my best guy friend.
When I'm around him or talk to him, I can't help but
smile the whole entire time.
And now.
I think I've vented a little too much.
I just didn't know what to do.
I still don't.
But who cares.
I'm a teenage girl.
This is how we are.
So.
Yup.
The end.
You'll see our names in city lights..♥
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