Quotes added on Wednesday, July 4 2012
It’s getting really dark in here
the only thing I taste is fear
you shouldn’t see me like this
you don’t want to see me conscious
it’s getting really cold in here
the only thing I see is fear
you shouldn’t see me like this
you don’t want to see me conscious
Cause I am not what you used to know
cause I am turning ice cold
Cause I’ve lost half of me
and now I’m battered, rough, lonely
that’s why I don’t return your calls
that’s I’m always off the walls
you don’t know who I’ve become
you have no idea
and now I’m drowning
I’m drowning in champagne.
It’s taking over my brain
I see two of everything
And now I feel okay
It’s running through my veins
I’m living but I’m half alive
It’s better off this way
So I won’t feel the pain
don’t wanna feel the fame
or feel the shame inside my soul
now I am not what you used to know
cause I am turning ice cold
cause I’ve lost half of me
and now I’m battered, rough, lonely
that’s why I don’t return your calls
that’s why I’m always off the walls
you don’t know who I’ve become
you have no idea
and now I’m drowning
I’m drowning in champagne
it’s taken over my brain
and I don’t want no one to rescue me
just let me drown in my misery alone
all alone
cause I’ve lost half of me
and now I’m battered rough lonely
that’s why I don’t return your calls
that’s why I’m always off the walls
you don’t know who I’ve become
you have no idea
now I’m drowning
I’m drowning in champagne
It’s taken over my brain
.. No one truly knows what the future holds .. Theres a different future for everyone .. things happen , its sad that we cant know exavtly what happens. But no matter what in the end youll be happy. Like i dont mean to get hopes down? ...but even if your future isnt with who you want it to be with .. Just know itll be with someone else who will treat you how you should be.
I was
wrong,
and so
were a lot of other people. I judged someone before i
really knew who they were, and now that i actually took the
time and listened to this persons story instead of what
everyone was saying of him, i realize how wrong i
was.
I met a year or so ago and ia lways thought he was a
complete jerk and such a perv. he would nicely ask me if i
wanted to hang out even saying i could pick the movies.
anything to get me to hang out with him and everytime he said
somthing i made up some excuse not to. After a while i
deleted his number and thought i would never hear from him
again but lately i kept thinking about him, wondering how he
was. So, i sent him a message saying i
"accidentally" deleted his number and he texted me.
After finally really talking to him all day and listening to
his story, i realize how terrible i was. He didn't want
to hang out with me just because i was a girl and he was a
guy and things could happen, he just wanted to be around
someone. He was lonely for some company. because he
didn't have anyone for the longest time. he went through
so much right after the other. His parents died,,his sister
died, the loveof his life left him, and then his dog
died. he had nobody. and after finally hearing all of this, i
realize, he wasn't the bad guy, i was. and I'm really
sorry. if you read all of this, thanks. but just venting
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but im scared to talk to you...
