Quotes added on Sunday, July 22 2012
i am officially a lesbian, i hate all men now even though i still
have feelings for that one guy.
will anyone be my witty girlfriend
will anyone be my witty girlfriend
July 21, 2012
Today has been a day of mixed emotions. I think a lot of it is anger and a lot of it is sadness. Anger at all of the complications I'm dealing with in my life. I don't really know where the sadness is coming from. I just feel this ache in my chest and I want to collapse. It's a hard thing to feel, but it's something I've felt before. I had some happy moments today. I got to spend time with people I care about. I feel a bit of irritation towards my oldest sibling for being incredibly rude this morning. It's hard to deal with. I feel hatred towards those who put me in this emotional state. They have no idea the effect their words had on me all those years ago. It was the start of everything. Overall, today has been...interesting. The most prominent emotion right now is fear. I feel fear for what the future holds for me. I know it sounds silly, but sometimes I fear that God enjoys my pain and misery. I know he doesn't, but sometimes it feels that way.
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Not even bothering to make it pretty, I just need to let this out.
It's been eating me alive for too long.
I never thought I'd be bullied in my safe zone. Better yet, I never thought I'd be bullied in my safe zone by a 'friend'.
Online used to be my escape from real life, now real life is my escape from online. I've been friends with this girl for almost a year. We vented to eachother and I felt like I could be myself around her. Then, she loses control and just goes at me. She picked apart every little fragile part I have and made me break down. As if that wasn't bad enough, she sends a bunch of people who don't even know me to go threaten and bully me.
I never thought I'd care about anything like this, especially since it's just on a computer. But as much I deny I even care about this stuff, I do. I do fxxcking care. It hurts me!
It's supposed to be my safe harbor and I feel scrutinized.
I don't even know what I did. I know some people are bipolar, have anger issues, stuff like that and often take it out online, but why did she take it out on me?
I have anger issues, but I don't take it out on people. Especially not people I care about.
Now, everytime I hear her name I get all depressed and feel like crying. I just dont get it, I don't do this stuff, this isnt me. I dont cry at the sound or sight of a friggin name, something about this just really got to me, and I wish it hadn't.
This kind of stuff, is why I dont trust people. You think you can trust them and vent and be who you are and tell them everything, then bam. It's all over and they use all that against you.
And this isnt just online, this relates to real life.
I lost my bestfriend of 6 years to a girl we both barely knew for one year, and now I'm just screwed over. I just feel so alone, atleast I used to feel cared for, now I just don't ever know.
And the worst part, I feel like i can't tell anyone because they probably won't understand.
I never thought I'd be bullied in my safe zone. Better yet, I never thought I'd be bullied in my safe zone by a 'friend'.
Online used to be my escape from real life, now real life is my escape from online. I've been friends with this girl for almost a year. We vented to eachother and I felt like I could be myself around her. Then, she loses control and just goes at me. She picked apart every little fragile part I have and made me break down. As if that wasn't bad enough, she sends a bunch of people who don't even know me to go threaten and bully me.
I never thought I'd care about anything like this, especially since it's just on a computer. But as much I deny I even care about this stuff, I do. I do fxxcking care. It hurts me!
It's supposed to be my safe harbor and I feel scrutinized.
I don't even know what I did. I know some people are bipolar, have anger issues, stuff like that and often take it out online, but why did she take it out on me?
I have anger issues, but I don't take it out on people. Especially not people I care about.
Now, everytime I hear her name I get all depressed and feel like crying. I just dont get it, I don't do this stuff, this isnt me. I dont cry at the sound or sight of a friggin name, something about this just really got to me, and I wish it hadn't.
This kind of stuff, is why I dont trust people. You think you can trust them and vent and be who you are and tell them everything, then bam. It's all over and they use all that against you.
And this isnt just online, this relates to real life.
I lost my bestfriend of 6 years to a girl we both barely knew for one year, and now I'm just screwed over. I just feel so alone, atleast I used to feel cared for, now I just don't ever know.
And the worst part, I feel like i can't tell anyone because they probably won't understand.
Me: I hear you
like me..... Care to comment?
Crush: Do you really want to know my
answer.
Me: Yes.
Crush: If you want I'll go out
with you.
Me: What does that have to do with
your answer?
Crush: I like you as a friend but
could see us going further.
Guys of witty so confused! what do I
do??
â–ºBieberFact Justin once met a fan
and had a crush on her, they never saw each other again.
"Stuck In The Moment" is for her. How cute is thaaat
<3
Mr Krabs: That hat
makes you look like a girl
Spongebob: Am I a pretty girl?
Spongebob: Am I a pretty girl?
