I tested my family..
To see if they really cared.
Once, after I finished crying,
I put mascara on.
And went downstairs.
My eyes were bright red and puffy.
It was obvious I was just crying..
I talked to everyone in my family.
Not one of them mentioned my eyes
or asked if i was okay.
They failed the test.
Why should I even try..
If the people that should always be there for me..
Not even notice what I go through?