I feel stupid.
Stupid for loving you,
When I know
I don't have a chance.
Stupid for falling for you in the first place.
Stupid for feeling like we're so
so perfect together,
When you probably don't even see me as more than a
friend.
I can see us together.
Together for a long long time.
When my Grandparents were asked, how they managed to stay
together for sixty-five years, my granny replied, 'We were born
in a time where if something broke, you fixed it; not throw it
away.' ♥
" ...And I don't know why everybody
hates me so much. But... maybe I do. Because now I hate me too. And
right now, I really don't see the reason for trying. Or for
talking. Or for breathing. I'm just... done. "