Quotes added on Tuesday, September 11 2012


When I have to put at chair against the door,
because one of my dogs can open it..

- me. 
 
God is so Good , it's indescribable. when you feel the presence of God everything changes, nothing is ever the same again,, although i'm not perfect, He still found favor upon my life, although im not worthy i'm still bought by the blood of Jesus, and He's so real in my life.
Dear Witty,




Since its still suicide awareness day for me,



i will do my best not to

cut tonight. <3


but if i do, im sorry.

i tried :(




 
THE LETTER. THE CHANGE. THE LIE.
 
 
Chapter 2:
I reread the letter for a third time.
 
Katia,
 
You probably don't remember me but we were penpals back in elementary. I know it must seem odd, me writing you after so long but my mum and i were going through old school papers of mine and I found the letters. I know you probably won't ever get this but if you do you should email me. I don't really have an address to write me, which is why there is a lack of a return address. Here's my email, hope to talk to you sometime soon.
 
lman27@gmail.com
 
-L.
 
I really couldn't believe this happened. we were only talking about this at lunch, plus stuff like this never happens to me. i sat there in my room debating forever whether or not to give the email a try. I mean whats the worst that can happen? Its all an elaborate prank? I grabbed my laptop and turned it on. I soon bgan to write back.
 
L,
 
Hello! I actually do remember you! Ironically enough my friends and I were talking about pen pals today at lunch and i mentioned you. Its great to talk to you again, I do have one question for you though. Why did you decide to write? i know you said you found our old letters, but what made you write me?
 
-Katia.
 
 
I sent the message and decided to go do my homework, I could barely concentrate though. My mind kept returning to my old pen pal. The more i thought about, the sillier i felt about writing him back(if it really was him adn not some random jerk). I decided not to tell my friends about it. At least not yet.
 
I went to bed that night still thinking about it.I began to daydream about what might happen, but soon the daydreams became actually dreams as i fell asleep.
 
The next morning i woke up with a start. I looked over at the clock. 5:30. "Ugh," i groaned. I went to go roll back over and go back to sleep but then it hit me. My pen pal! What if he replied back? I know the chance was a long shot. I grabbed my laptop and woke it up. It seemed to run slower than usual this norming (I swear my stuff knows when i'm in a rush. Finally my mail was up and was checking for mail. Around and around the circle went. Finally I heard a ding! one new message. I opened it anxiously. 
 
Katia,
 
I do have to admit I was quite Skeptically if you would actually reply or not. And I decided to write you because my life has been a little hetic lately, kinda thrown upside down. I needed someone I could talk to without worrying about drama. I know back in elementary the most drama we had was shorter recess but I thought what the heck. Plus if i could ask you for advice on girls back then, i can definitely jus talk to you then. 
 
Well i have to go. Its late here and i'm about ready to fall asleep. 
 
-L.
 
 
I couldnt believe it. He emailed me back. I decided not to reply until after school that way I wouldnt be worried about his reply all day. I got up and got ready for another boring day of school. I still wasnt going to tell anyone, I wanted this to myself for a while, just to see how it plays out.  

AATHORS NOTE:
Okay so I know its not my best but once again just trying to get a base. Just a couple more chapters, i have them outlined just got to write them. Also i have to post these off my ipad so there won't be formatting and things might get messed up so i apologize in advance. 
 
My aunt is a hero
She was a nurse in training who saved lives on
9-11
I thought I'd share my story today.

Well I have been bullied for apparently stalking. The cold hard truth? Well I don't. I just added a person on facebook and it got blown out of proportions. I felt worthless in 5th and 6th grade. I would cry when a person said one word to me. I stopped eating but not on purpose. It just hurt to eat. I would just about throw up. Even thinking about it now I want to cry. I started cutting. I have over 20 scars. I still cut on my thigh, but nobody can tell. I try, I really do, but I feel like I shouldn't be here. On earth. I was put here by God for some reason, I don't know my destiny, I don't think I ever will. Thank's for reading if you took the time. REMEMBER YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND YOU DESERVE TO BE HERE!
You love me?
You don't HURT people you love.
You don't DESTROY people you love
You don't USE people you love
You don't BLACKMAIL people you love
You do NONE of that to people you love.
Try to tell me you love me again and see what happens because I'm done putting up with your bullsh*t.
"nails banged to his feet, angry with beef. He said 'why have you forsaken me?' His language was brief. a man of sorrow, he began to model selfless love, left abandoned and hollow. poured himself out like a cup of bad coffee. tempted with doubt he said 'devil back off me'."


AGAPÉ, "What It's Like"
All you've done is lied and betrayed me. I'm done with you. Thanks for nothing, except for making my life even worse than it already is. Was that your goal the whole time? Hurt me even more than I was already hurting? Well, either way, you did.

 Suicide Prevention Day

 Stay strong. Don't ever think there's

 nobody there for you, because there is.

 It's not worth it, you were

 given a life for a reason.

 #staystrong #suicideprevention

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