just want everyone to know that my best friend is the most
wonderful person ever. He also happens to be my boyfriend.
Today we had a church service and one of the pastors said
that if anyone needed any kind of healing prayer that we should
come forward. I've gone up before for prayer, but it never
really changes anything...but today was different. See, the
pastor said he felt like God said there was someone with a knee
problem, and a young person struggling with cutting, and said that
they specifically should come forward to be healed. I started
bawling...I hurt my knees and back pretty badly when I was in
marching band, and I've been struggling not to cut for the past
6 years. I cut a lot from the time I was 12 until the day I
met my boyfriend, when I was almost 16. I stopped for about a
year, and cut once, and then hadnt again until a few days ago...I
really needed help. I don't feel the depression or the
need to cut anymore, and I honestly think it's because my best
friend wouldn't let me miss the chance to get better. I
don't know if any of you will read this, or if you'll care,
but I felt like I should share my story with you guys. Your
lives are worth so much, you don't need a boy to love you in
order for that to be true. Yeah, of course it's nice to be in a
secure relationship, but you need to find worth in yourself.
I'm here for all of you, whether you want prayer or just
someone to talk to.